2 28-3-2019

Today is the first time well I will be lying to my self if I say first time I actually felt worthless or a better way to describe it is the pain I can't describe. This was suprisingly caused by my mother, she has a tendency to play games to get what she wants. It hurts now. It hurts me and at this point I say I want to get out of here, which I will soon anyhow ,anyway I find I will take it. It's like we are in a web of her needs and wants.