6 Chapter 5

Marrie's P.O.V

I'll slowly opened my eyes and see a unfamiliar room, I looked everywhere to know where am I. as I remember me and Xander is inside the car and Xander is the one whose driving the car and we're supposed to be on the way back to our house but while we we're on the way back home something happened and the lasting I remember Xander shout my name and hug me .

"OH MY!! MARRIE YOUR'RE AWAKE??!!"

someone's voice calling me and its mom. where am I? where's Xander? what happened??

she come near me and looked at me worried, she sat beside me and asking me If I'm ok or if there is something hurt on me.

"m-mom, where's Xander.? my husband?"

as I ask her about my husband, she stop asking me and cannot even looked to me and can't even answer my question.

Did something happened to him? is he badly hurt??.... How is he??

" Mom answer me what happened to him? is he really that badly hurt?"

I ask and I tried to touch her but she just cry and she can't looked at me in the eyes, I know for sure that there something happened to him and I hope that he's not.

"m-mom if you can't answer my question j-just let me see him I want to know what happened to him"

"s-sweetheart I..... I am sorry."

"w-why are you saying sorry mom? What does that mean?"

"Marrie.... I am sorry.... he has gone."

After I heard that to my mom I don't know what to do or what should I'll react or what should emotion I feel right now, what I feel is mix I don't know what to do or what to say I just know that I'm crying not knowing it.

"Marrie.. I am sorry they did everything but still nothing they can do".

I just lay down to my bed and still crying knowing that he's gone that he will never be back and never be. I start sobbing so hard that my breath is starting to change, and I am really crying so hard right now how will I live now that he's not here beside me.

"Marrie stop crying I know that you cannot accept what happened to him but please don't stress yourself it's not good for your health"

"What is the used of my life if he's not here besides me"

"I know that you're hurting right now but can you just think about your unborn child?"

"w-what did you say mom?"

"You don't know that you're pregnant?"

I just nod at her and unconsciously hold my tummy knowing that me and Xander having a baby. he didn't even know that we're having a unborn child, our child and he didn't even heard saying to him how much I loved him.

"Now that you know that your pregnant don't stress yourself and be healthy even your husband is gone still your baby is with you treasure your child, ok?"

"yes, mom now that I become a mother I will love my child "....

while I am having conversation with my mom someone knock to the door and it's Zeus with his parents and my father.

"How are you? "

my father near me and ask me how I am but I didn't answer him, and I just ignore him.

"I know sweetheart that your hurt to what happened, but you can't change what happened to him"

" yeah, your right dad I can't change what happened but I can still make a decision to myself do you know that?"

"What are talking about?"

"don't pretend to be innocent because we know you're so happy what happened to him because you want to still continue the wedding you want."

"Yes, I really want to still continue it but I'm not happy to what happened to your husband sweetheart"

"don't make me stupid dad even if he's gone I will never change my decision, I will never marry someone else except I loved that person"

after I said that my father raise his hand to slap me but mom stop him. he's really heartless person he can't even think about me if am I happy marrying someone he likes?!

"uncle we shouldn't pushed her to a marriage that she doesn't want"

Zeus said to my father to stop him for slapping me. I just rolled my eyes because of what he did he can't even respect my husband that is gone and now he's trying to woo me?!

"Zeus can you stop?!"

as I shout he's name all of them looked at me and looking at me what he done...

"What did I've do?"

" are you asking we what have you've done? are you really that desperate to have me?'

" you misunderstood me marrie it's not what you think"

" then what? what are you thinking? what are you doing this to me?"

as I ask that he did not answer me he just looked away. how can they be so cruel, they can't even respect my husband how can they do this?

" I can't accept the marriage I'm pregnant with my husband's child"

after I said that they so shocked except to my mother that she already knows. they so shocked that make them speechless they cannot even say a single word.

"Are messing with me marrie?!"

dad said in angrily but I just stared at him so that he knows that I'm saying the truth...well I'm not crying because even me I'm shocked when I've known about my pregnant to my husband's baby and I'm so happy.

" how can it be?!!!"

"Well even me that I just know my pregnant today so I can't marry him not because I don't love him anymore but because I'm pregnant to my child and I'm having my baby to myself."

"Abort that child"!

"Are you kidding me?!!!! try to pushed me aborting this child I will really killed myself don't try me"

" You are really so stubborn aren't you?"

" Know dad I just loved my child and my family."

after I said that he walks out and slam the door, I looked mom and she just smile at me saying you did the right thing to do, I smile at her and hold my tummy.

after that fight with my father Zeus parent's congrats me about my pregnant and I thanks them but Zeus after he knows about my pregnant he never talk well I'm relief he didn't talk and he didn't pushed himself to me and the marriage, I can be single forever I just don't want married someone I don't love.

" baby mommy will always beside you forever"

as I said that to myself while holding my tummy , I know even he's gone I will never forget him.

- END OF CHAPTER 5 -