1 chapter 1 I hate him and I like him
Lemme just die right now another zero? geez does this man really hate me this much? I read for this damn test this is so unfair arggggghhh I feel like standing up to him and punch him but in that stupid face of his.
though I am not going to because he's just too handsome? or maybe, maybe I just don't have the gut oh please I like him. cause he's just so handsome but gives me stupid grades in tests ugh
Or is it a crime to fall for for a teacher when he already hate you?? I mean I hate him... no I like him ugh I just do both. why does he have to be so cruel and handsome?
" what'd you score?"
" a bad score " I replied " so bad I mean his rules are so stupid how- "
" we all know how it is like - so what'd you get?"
" a ten out of thirty I didn't even reach the half mark
" well you're still better "
" what'd you score hmm "
" five "
" there really is no difference "
I really do not have friends like that but Annie is just a girl I take the bus with when I'm not in one of my moods and she doesn't care about grade stuff cause she cheats and I'm surprised she didn't this time.
I look back to the board with a sneer on my face since chris is already back to his ranting about the damned subject unexpectedly our eyes met and we locked gazes he hates it when I especially talk in class and I purposely talk even if it doesn't make any sense whatsoever. I gathered my wits and givee him the fuck you face God why why can't you just let me crush in peace with my age mates. crushing on people way older than me has always been my problem since I was small like people who are nine years and above and I've always regretted it and I bet I'm gonna regret this too no doubt
He smiled and shook his head before heading out of the class. mtcheeeew I wonder why he gets to be so handsome. He's tall like very, his head full of chemistry, slim and strong to the extent that he can push me against the wall, wrap my legs around his torso and fuck me like that.
Yeah I fantasize about him alot like every day geez I'm in class for Christ sake. I push aside every urge to touch myself or even get wet he doesn't know the fuck he's doing to me
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" Annie let's go!!" I yelled as loud as I could over the noise of people getting out and gisting since it was closing already. I don't know why I always feel the urge to go home faster than everyone else. and it's no like I have anything to do than just watch TV.
But I basically hate every film there is anyways so I just sit there and stare at it or just fantasize like I always do. I start to storm out towards the gate with my lips pouted I already had a bad score today and that's enough. blindly I bump into someone
" watch were you are going to next time " I snapped as I look up only to meet Chris. his eyes scanning me with that stupid smirk on his face
" how was your test.. what'd you score?"
oh now you're mocking me??
" I dunno maybe someone who hates me so much failed me on that test I worked my ass off for "
" maybe you did not prepare well enough "
" oh please "
and with that I left. I know I prepared well for that test... okay maybe not enough but I did I filled in a lot of spaces .yeah his marking skills are stupid. I just don't understand why .... oh yeah maybe he likes girls with big bwess and ass.
I have neither but you can say averagely. at least it's not too big or too small. I stand in front of the mirror once I'm home naked. aren't I beaut- cough cough well not that beautiful but manageable
