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You broke my trust leaving me and be with her, I’m not angry with you. You dug my heart and transplanted it to her, I’m not mad at you. but... why should you destroy the happiness that I built with him? I admitted that I was happy with you but you make me realize that I deserve better, someone better than you. He’s everything I need and he got everything I always wanted. he showed me the beauty of the world; he tells me to take the pleasure of nature. You know what I shouldn’t be hating you, I should be thanking you instead. You were the reason I met him, the person who deserves my love. Please stop engaging in my life, stop bothering me. You called me heartless, but that the truth cause I am heartless. I’m a living person with no heart, to be exact, I’m living with a weak beating heart that not mine. You dug my heart and gave it to her if I remember right. So calls me heartless if you wanted to I don’t give a damn anymore. Goodbye. -Li Moli
Mo Sichen, did you know that my heart was once beat for you but not anymore. Everybody says that you're so great, yeah that the truth. They have once admired us for being the powerful couple but I guess there's no 'us' anymore. You gave away the best of me, my sins, my sweetest ecstasy, my purest heart. To someone worth much less than me; you're my Robin Hood. You're really disappointing me but you make me realized that I deserve better, I deserve someone else who is way better than you, who isn't a pain in an ass. Once you dug my heart please keep in your mind that the heart which will forever live inside me will never skip its beat for you again. Good luck Mr Mo, I wish you the best. - Li Moli
Reading the letter again, Mo Sichen clenched his fist and exhale deeply in a dark room with a faint scent of jasmine, just like her name, the smell very pleasuring.
Thinking about her, he breathes again, she's in a coma for 6 months now and the doctor said if she sleeps too long it will make her heart condition worse since her heart is not as healthy as before. Talking about heart he feels extremely sorry and regrets but...he didn't have a choice.
He walks near the hospital bed and sat on the corner near the bed quietly afraid that he will wake Li Moli up.
'I'm sorry Li'er' Mo Sichen wanted to apologize to her, for taking away her living heart, for being heartless, for...hurting her but he couldn't mutter a word.
'I'm sorry, I'm truly m sorry...I di-didn't mean that...' he sobbed softly in a dark room near the sleeping patient. His pride was too high that he couldn't cry his heart out loud only leave a soft sob.
"Please wake up..." that's all he could say wiping away his tears and take his hand to caress her flawless face and her soft long curly hair. Seeing her in this state his face soften, he never paid attention to her for two straight years.
That year he only used her to boost his fame but after losing her he realized that he made a grave mistake that can't undo. A mistake that she will forever wouldn't forgive him.
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In a capital hospital in country B,
the sun-kissed Mo Lichen face, the morning was chilly true and radiant, lucid and golden, welcoming and delightful. Rubbing his eyes slowly, Mo Sichen found himself still in a VIP room; he has no idea when did he fell asleep. He remembers that last night he came to visit her.
Memories from last night:
Mo Sichen: "Speak."
Doctor Lu: "Young master Mo, there's good news and bad news...which one do you want to hear first sir?" then his eyes fixed on the tall strong, aggressive powerful looking figure sitting on the chair across with leg-crossed sitting position like he own the whole world.
Mo Sichen: "..." his eyes coldly fixed on the anxious trembling man sitting across him.
Doctor Lu: "Err...you see young master Mo, the young miss will wake up soon...enough...but after checking up her healthy..." taking his eyes from the result document and gives it to Mo Sichen with a trembling hand. Sweats were dripping from his face, doctor Lu quickly wiped his sweat away.
Doctor Lu: "...well you see young master, miss Li will wake up but her heart is very weak and unhealthy...she's really weak and based on the result I concluded that she wouldn't have the energy to walk or stand for a meantime; so she will need to use the wheelchair in a meantime. If day by day her energy started to decline...I'm afraid she wouldn't live longer than 5 years...but if she doesn't tire herself I believe she would live longer than that."
Doctor Lu: "I advise Miss Li to not overthinking, staying up late, especially don't let stress overtakes her..."
Doctor Lu: "If she does things that I've mention she will face the consequences like having a panic attack, stroke, blackout..."
Doctore Lu just explained things that Li Moli should do and shouldn't do, Mo Sichen just nodded and says goodbye to the head doctor; then he quietly walks out the room.
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Inside the VIP room in a capital hospital in Country B
Mo Sichen's gaze then fell on a sleeping beauty whose looks like she belongs to the other world. She is a goddess; she is a woman who can inexplicably make him feel really good just by being around her, and yet brings such great sadness the moment she's gone.
He sighs deeply in his heart and glares his watch; it's 5 past 6 in the morning now. The room was hushed and he could hear Li Moli soothing breathing. His heart skipped its beats the moment he laid his eyes on her. He takes her hand out and held it in his palm tightly afraid she will leave him. He gently squeezed Li Moli's hand feeling her smooth flawless superb skin. He then fell asleep while his hand firmly held hers.
