1 1. first encounter

I can see the ghosts for so long..

I still remember when i was really young and telling my mom, she was really shock and a bit unbelieve.. in the end, she told me to never tell anyone, and pretend I cant see them, dont ever.. because if the ghost know, i may be in danger.. i believe in her.. but the thing is.. its not that easy to pretend that i cant see them..

until now i have done it pretty good.. even though some times the ghost was really annoying.. I have ever found the ghosts that distrupt me at work..

in my 23 age, i live alone at my studio apartement, work as software engineer, introvert, and single.. thankfully i have found this ghost free studio last year.. with one small bed with the table work side the bed, toilet (with bathtub), and the little kitchen.. it has been one year since i live alone.. its quite good until now..

today, i home from work at 8, i startled to saw a man from his back in my studio.. he stand in front of my table.. with my widing eyes, i try to suppress my shock, calming my self, my eyes, and my body.. may be its a ghost.. i walk to my table while he stand still and try put my bag through him.. and its through, he is a ghost.. when my hand through him, i can saw him startled, he take a step back looking at me and then looking the photo in the table, i still pretend to not know his existance, and sit in my seat front the table..

'Hi Emma', said him behind..

My heart beats faster, how can he know me.. it make me afraid.. i look my table, there is no hint about my name.. i need to know who is he.. i get up and turn to him to see the man and then walk to the toilet.. his height is a bit more above me, my height is reach his nose.. his face not really handsome, but not bad.. i never see him.. how can he know me.. this thought keep bothering me..

i have locked the door, then wash my face to calm my mind.. still thinking about him.. in the while, i need to pee.. i open my pants, and sit on the closet, and urinate..

'Aaaaaaa', i startled with my eyes wider, the man show up in front of me

'shit, how can i forget it', i try to act forget something with bow down my body to cover my lower part.. after its finished.. I wash it, flash the closet and try to put up my pants hurry and out of the toilet.. he still stand on the door, close his eyes with his hands.. i think he's startled too..

i go to bed and close my face with my blanket while thinking in frustration with questions.. is he saw me startled, is he saw my under part, is he aware or suspect me that i can see him, how can he just enter my toilet while i am inside, how can he know my name.. aaaaaahh... while my heart still in beating fast..