Prologue

"You deserve to die!" his poisonous words are slowly tormenting my whole system. But the most painful is when he pulled the trigger and let the bullet pierced my heart. He killed me— No! He already wringed my life to death since the day he threw my heart. The pain he gave me kills me everyday. And now, he killed me again for the hundredths of times. He pulled the trigger intentionally as if we don't know each other, he shot me as if nothing had gone between us.

I was always just his second option. I've never mean something to him and I'm too fool to stay by his side even though I have no place in his heart.

My tears are streaming down on my cheeks. My body paralyzed as it slammed on the ground. My senses are slowly fading and I no longer feel the pain then everything is getting blurred as it was replaced by darkness. I smiled bitterly. Maybe this will be the last time I will see him. I'm now going to leave his side.

"I-I'm so-sorry." I whispered before I was pulled by the darkness.

I wish I could alter everything. I wish I could reset the time and bring everything back to where it started. I wish I could change my destiny. I wish I could correct my mistakes.

I wish—

RING! RING!! RING!!!

Agad akong napabalikwas sa kama nang biglang tumunog ang alarm clock ko. Hingal na hingal kong pinatay ang alarm clock sa ibabaw ng side table.

Huh? Am I dreaming? Teka! Ano na nga ulit yung panaginip ko?!