The Brown Door

I grabbed my bag , took a taxi and daydreaming about his reaction when he'll see me all of sudden .What will he ask me first?, am I doing it right? , I took Flight far from the way just to see him ,is it right?. Storm of all question in my mind I reached to his place. Looking the bag of his favorite chocolate and flowers on other hand , I've been thinking myself a boy who's gonna propose his girl,such a crazy thing I'm thinking right now.

I reached his floor took a deep breath . There few apartment over . And I know which one is his, thanks to my curious mind who snatched all the information from him without knowing him while chatting. Alas I'm there white door ,numbered 111 walked toward it and rang the bell. My heart beat betraying with me , it seems like it's gonna explode inside. And the door opened, I saw him finally. the guy for who I traveled so far , the guy who always teases me , the guy who never leave single chance to annoy me. "hi" I said. "ohh ho ! how? , must be kidding, what ii~~iit's you , ohh really , when , why , ohh sorry" he exclaimed. " Do you gonna ask me everything on door ?" I replied annoying after hearing "why".

He let me come inside but not welcome me. I gave him a bag of chocolates and flower to him , and willing hug him , but stop my thirsty ,give me attention heart , and head toward the window of leaving room , the scenery outside there fabulous."why did not you inform me about your arrival ?, I've must be pick you there. How's the journey , you come alone or someone with you, where you stay?" he asked so many question in one breath."I'm on business trip , they arranged everything , and I'm not came alone , there is me and my colleague Sean . Meeting is tomorrow and I was near to your place , so I just come .What I shouldn't come here?" I said. Yes I know I lied but not wholely I really came with Sean. We were assigned to a project

and our teamwork are so precise that company assign a work for two of us together always.

He said"No I'm not mean that , but I was" he stopped looking at the brown door . And the door opened ,A girl in white-pinkish pajama appeared , red-brown hair ,rose-fair skin ,dark eyes appeared .My voice choked in my throat,What am I daydreaming .He is with a lady , no no no It must be my dream .I shook my head but it was not dream .My heart really

shattered in small pieces, but I have to hide my feelings , and warned my tears to stay inside for a while . Bearly I managed to smile and asked him "who is she?" , before he answer me anything the girl took the lead and said "Hi , I'm Sasha ,His girlfriend" and smiled at me. "girlfriend ?" I looked at him ,he starring at her .I got my answer "Yeah His girlfriend, good , aaa I I mean sorry, I'm sorry to disturb both of you ". my phone rung ,it was Sean , I took a call "Hey , where are you ,I'm here near the place you told me where should I come now?"he asked ,I sniffed Not answering he got me"Okay , I got it just come downstairs, ok". " I think I should take a leave now .Sorry once again , enjoy your day". I said , he came forward to say something but Sasha took his hand and say bye to me.I know even though I can't hug him but at least we can shake our hands but seems that not possible anymore from here after.

I garbed my bag and head toward that white door but stopped and took a last look of him , where my crazy mind yelling at me and wanna shout loud how much I love him , and I'm out as the elevator closed my tears fall like in unstoppable way I'm whipping them again and again but they don't stopped.

Step out from elevator, out on the other side there was Sean waiting for me . I tried hard but he spotted tears in eyes. He didn't asked and said anything , he just come to me take my bag and hugged me long as possible as he can and again I just burst in tears I'm not getting why ,why I'm crying . It's OK we didn't said anything to each other , we were just a friends , but then my inner voice, my heart knocked at me and said "no, he's not your friend cause he is your FRIENEMY " . Yes My dear Frienemy.

I cried as hard as I can ,still near to his place . That brown door , why it opened when i was there ? why he don't tell me about her? . Is it over now ?. what next?.

With the pieces of my broken heart , I looked at Sean , his hand around me , mostly looking away , might be he don't wanna see me crying , holding me we were walked away , my friend Sean is really look like truely a nobel man.