8 The end of my happiness

Half an hour before closing time I got a text from Sehun saying he could not make it that evening to pick me up from work, but he would be over to my house later, so Nikki dropped me home from work that evening. I walked into the house and immediately called Sehun's phone but it just rang off until his voice mail chimed in, I placed the phone on the kitchen counter and went upstairs, I took a shower got dressed and headed back down the stairs to the kitchen to cook dinner. My doorbell rang and I ran to it thinking it was Sehun, "I've been aching for your kiss all day." I said as I opened the door, to Hoseok on the other side, smiling as he stood in the doorway., "Wrong person." he answered, I had completely forgot I invited Hoseok over. "Sorry I was expecting Sehun." I said with a forced smile on my face, "But why are you ringing my doorbell, where is your key?" I asked, Hoseok took his copy of the key out of his pocket, "I didn't want to walk in on something I wouldn't be able to unsee." he replied with a chuckle, I simply shook my head and allowed him to enter the house. "You going to cook dinner? he asked in a nice voice looking at the pots on my stove and the food items on the counters. "I can cook Hoseok, contrary to what you might think." I told him as I walked past him back to the stove.

Hoseok walked over to the chiller I had in the kitchen and took out a bottle of wine, he then opened it and poured some into a glass he took out, "Remi come sit I'll cook." he said in a comforting tone. I turned and looked at Hoseok, "Come on sit." he urged with a smile, I backed away from the stove and sat on one of the stools surrounding the island, I began drinking the wine while Hoseok cooked dinner. He began talking about Angela and trying to explain the incident at the pool party but I couldn't focus on what Hoseok was saying as Sehun still hadn't call or message me since his last message since earlier in the evening. I scrolled through my phone as Hoseok talked and messaged Sehun before I turned my phone face down on the counter top, soon Hoseok finished dinner and we both ate and then sat down in front the television to watch movies. I soon fell asleep on Hoseok's shulder and got up the next morning alone in bed, I grabbed my phone off the side table and unlocked it, there was no calls or messages from Sehun and the message I sent to him was left unread. My heart began to pound in my chest and my stomach began to feel nauseous, I called his number and it just rang until it went to voicemail, I was now feeling sck wtih worry and I called the girls and they raced over to my house.

"I don't know what's going on, this is not like him." I told them, "What's his number?" Nikki asked "I'll call from my phone." she added, "Are you trying to say he is avoiding my call?" I asked anger eveident in my voice. Jade just put her hand on my shoulder, Nikki called and a woman answered Sehun's phone, Nikki then put her phone on speaker so we all could hear the conversation "Hi can I speak to Sehun?" Nikki began in a polite tone, "Sorry Sehun is in the shower right now can I take a message?" the woman responded. "Yes please." Nikki stated "Could you ask him to call his girlfriend, thanks." she finished, I looked at her quizzically and she loooked back at me straight faced, "Girlfriend?" the woman asked, "I'm Sehun's girlfriend, who is this? she started and I then grabbed the phone and hung up Nikki's phone ending the call. My head began to spin the nausea in my stomach was overwhelming now and I raced to the bathroom where I began to dry heave, tears streaming down my face, he lied to me how could he lie to me, how could I be so stupid, I feel like such an ass he got what he wanted and then I became disposable.

The girls decided that I wasn't allowed to stay home alone so they decided to spend the day with me, Galaxy also decided to call Jooheon and explained the situation to him and soon enough the boys came over later that evening. Minhyuk walked over to where I sat on the sofa with red eyes and a lost expression, he just sat next to me and held me causing me to begin crying again, Hyungwon spoke up "Hoseok we need food." "On it." Hoseok answered and entered the kitchen with Hyun-woo, Hyungwon then stated, "We need drinks." so Hyungwon along with Kihyun and Chang-kyun left with Mimi, Jade and Nikki to go buy drinks. As they were walking through the doorway Hyungwon turns to Minhyuk and states "Minhyuk just keep doing what what you're doing." and then he walked out, my boys know me so well, I'm so thankful for my friends everyday because without them I don't know how I would be dealing with this situation right now. It's a month after Sehun's disappearance and I'm still hurting but I am a survivor and now that Hoseok is bringing Angela to every group event we had, she doesn't like me too much so she ensures Hoseok nowhere around me so he no longer comes over to my house so now I feel absolutely alone.

For me the last straw was at a movie night marathon we had planned and Hoseok decided to bring Angela, we all went over to Jade's penthouse suite, Hoseok and Angela arrived late to the event so our movie night marathon began late. We all began to settle ourselves in Jade's T.V. room, after they arrived, I sat on the sofa and Hoseok sat next to me and Angela sat on the other side of him. We began the evening with romance movies, then we did comedians and dramas and then later that night the boys decided on horrors and thrillers, they guys are seriously messing me up with this I'm going to be home alone and no amount of wine will help in unseeing a lot of these scenes.

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