2 Time has stopped

Day by day I was getting low, frustrated, and depressed I was started behaving like a depressed person actually, she was my first love and even in my dreams I never thought that we are going to separate like this... The whole day I was started thinking of her and started behaving like she will come back for me, "I was started waiting for her and keep telling to my mom that she will come back one day. My mom getting nervous about me she called a doctor and did everything what a mom supposed to do... but slowly slowly I'm getting worse. I left collage and my studies and started crying for whole day then my mom and dad started giving medicines to me the medicines are bypolar disorders. For me, everything, the time, etc has stopped. It is like no one is there for me, world is empty.

Slowly I started my collage again and started meeting my friends, I was feeling good again but the memories of her are still coming in my minds and I was never going to forgot her after all she is my first love.

Again a second girl came in my life she started liking me I told her my whole story... what had happened, what is my past everything about my past life ....She puts a finger on my lips... " I can be your future I don't want to listen about your past".

The day she told me these words ... My heart started living again ..

and I started a new life with her ... still my ex always come in my mind ... because people can fade away but memories can't...

memories are painful... you know what today I had a 5 year old child.., I married with her.

living a happy life.... but I'm still praying to god ... that in next birth please give me my ex...

because I still love her and still used remember her...