Why me?

" Hello sugar", his sexy voice boomed over the phone.

" Hi sweetie, when are we to meet and where?" I replied

" Just come over to my house, and wait for me. I am a little bit held up at work and I will be late. Just make anything you find in the fridge. "

" See you later sweets, love you"

" Love you, babe."

I bathed, dressed up into my casual wear, the usual, a t-shirt and skinny jeans since today was movie night with Jake. We have been dating for about eight months and it has been the best time of my life. He has been the best, loving and I couldn't be more grateful. I love him and he loves me and life couldn't be any better. Like any other girl in love, I have fantasized about my proposal, wedding, having my first child and in all my fantasies, Jake is at the epicenter. I truly, deeply am in love with this man. That aside, I called my friend Zoey to ask if she would come over since I always insisted on not being alone with Jake. Eight months later and I still get goose bumps just looking at him and my heart races when he smiles at me and when he touches me even just a brush, with no exaggeration, my heart skips a bit. My hormones could go on overdrive with him near me, as I was a firm believer in "no sex before marriage." So Zoey was to act as a chaperone. She said she would but a bit later after she is done with work.

I took a bus to his place and I was shocked to find the house open. That was strange. Jake never left his door open as this part of the city was a bit insecure. One time when I visited him, we left our shoes at the door and when we came back for them after less than three minutes, boom they were gone. Just like that our shoes had been stolen. Up to date, we have never understood how it happened.

I tiptoed in checking if anyone or anything was amiss but everything was just okay. I went into the bedroom to find something more comfortable to wear from Jake's baggy shirts. As I was checking in the closet a big strong hand, smelling of cigarettes covered my mouth. I tried to wiggle myself out of the strong grip, and I was hurled onto the bed and this man pressed me down the bed by his knee on my delicate torso and started undressing my pants. All the while I tried to free myself from him but his weight was holding me down.He took his tie and tied my hands onto the rail of the bed. He started prying his hands into my privates, all the while as I whimpered in fear and tried to free myself.

When he saw I was making a fuss, he hit me with the back of his hand across my face that I blacked out. When I came through I could feel excruciating pain in my privates. This disgusting man had just stolen my innocence. He was still on top of me having all the fun of his life, saying, " Jake is so stupid not to have bedded a pretty, little thing like you. At least now Jake will get a taste of an experienced woman. I know you enjoyed it like I did" Never have I been so disgusted with myself. I felt unclean, defiled, torn, battered, and made dirty. My disgusted facial expression seemed to amuse him as his sinister laugh echoed in the room. I had to save myself. I saw a key beside the table, I slowly and quietly loosened my hand from the rails of the bed and grabbed the keys. When this ape, beast, and animal of a man, was in the height of his orgasm, I stabbed him deep into his heart. " You tramp, you stabbed me, I will..." Just before he could finish his sentence, he collapsed on top of me dead.

Just then, I heard someone at the bedroom door, " Sabby am ho .... what the hell! In my bed! You are such a slut!"

Damn you, Jake! I'm a slut now. You should be helping me, holding me safe in your arms. Not shouting at me and insulting me. I have been raped damn it. I pushed the ape-man over and when he rolled over the shock on Jake's face was one that no words could describe, in heaven and earth could describe. I had no strength to wake up and I watched as Jake tried to decipher his next words with the turmoil written all over his face.

After a gazillion minutes, he shouted, " With my father! And why is he bleeding? " he turned around while rubbing his head and when he came around facing me, he shouted, "You slept with my father and murdered him!"