1 The way I love you

<p>You asked me today<br/><br/>Personality or Looks <br/>When you are looking for love do you look for personality or looks<br/>I was bafulled by the question cause I look for neither when looking for love <br/>A crush maybe I would look for either cause to have a crush all you need is to have one of those personality and or looks but to love someone it take so much more<br/><br/>My perspective is, if you love someone... no matter how ugly they are, they become beautiful in your eyes<br/>They give you this feeling that whatever they did wrong wouldn't be enough for you to ever even think of leaving them<br/>Loving someone can either give you this full feeling of contentment or a gaping sad lonely hole in your chest <br/><br/>Coming back to why I know that loving someone doesn't need personality or looks to start<br/>I know this because I love this girl… her personality isn't the best... I've been told her looks aren't the best but for some reason to me she couldn't seem less than perfect <br/>When she says she looks ugly I can't help but be astounded by her statement for she is the most beautiful person I've ever seen<br/><br/>I love the way her hands aren't the same color as the rest of her body <br/>I love how she always manages to make a situation awkward just to say something stupid and make the atmosphere normal again<br/>I love how her facial expressions change in funny ways when she's annoyed or happy<br/><br/>Her personality didn't make me love her and neither did her looks it was her actions it was our experiences together when I was crying she was there coming up with solutions and trying to cheer me up even though she was uncomfortable <br/>And the times when she was having trouble I brought her food and played games with her for hours to make her feel better<br/><br/>Even with personality and or looks it takes me actually getting to know her and spending time with her for the word love to even enter my thoughts<br/><br/>I love her more than many things in my life<br/>And to me, she could never be more amazing than she is as herself<br/>Because the moment we stayed up for hours and hours on a call just to fall asleep and wake up the next morning to the call still on the phone and her laughing at my snoring was all it took <br/>It didn't take her having the perfect hair or the most spectacular of eyes I've ever seen it just took her laugh and her smile that although wasn't perfect was the thing that could make me happy just by seeing it<br/><br/>If you think this is bullshit or just some story some make-believe bullshit then I´ll have to tell you although I wish you were right that's how it feels to love someone from my view <br/>Although my story won't end happily with her because she will most probably leave me, that does not change the fact that I do and probably will always love her<br/><br/>Not for her Looks or her sarcastic personality but because of the history and memories I have with her that all added up to this conflicting of emotions in my heart<br/><br/>-Hopelessly dumb friend <br/>S.H.</p>

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