199 Do I have to tell him the truth?

Xu Nuan was lying on her back in her bed and was staring at the pale ceiling while wondering about the events that were happening recently. It's been three days since he gave the scholarship test and was now waiting for the result that will come out in two weeks. 

However, more than that she was worried about Han Zihao and her relationship. He has proposed to her that day but there wasn't much progress. In the last few days, she was busy with the group activities and exams. 

They always do something and then come at a stagnant point. He has been quite active these days, she can feel it. However, there is something that was making her hesitant to be active just like before. 

He was looking at her as Xu Nuan, she wanted him to see her as Xu Nuan but when he was doing so, she was not only feeling uncomfortable but guilty as well. What if he feels betrayed and gets angry with her? What if he wants to end things before they could start officially?