1 My Dream Confused Me

So let me tell you about my past ok... So i leads back to when I was on 4th grade, I liked this boy name Marcus but I kept me feelings hidden cause I thought "I know he wont like me." I was so scared I don't even tell my friends. But then 5th grade came along and he was in my class!!!! I was freaking out I'm like "oh should I confess, should forget who he is." But the I decided not to I decided I was gonna become friends and forget my feelings for him.

Ok anyways blah blah blah I told my friends I liked him they where all shocked anyways on November 2nd he came and asked me to be his girlfriend!!! I was so excited I said "yes!" Right away then he hugged me. But 2 MONTHS before all that I had a different fake crush he's name is Dylan and I dint think he liked me back but turned out he did so I told him my true feelings and that I didn't really like him and I think he was mad because about a few days after my crushed asked me out and I said "Yes!" he tried to kiss me and I'm like Boiiii NoPe I'm OuT Of HeRE so i pushed him.

I sighed then all of a sudden HE TOOK MY HAND AND STARTED TO KISS MY HAND AND LICK MY HAND I SAID "DUDE WTF WAS THAT FOR YOU ASSH*LE!!!!!" Then I told him that I had a boyfriend he stared at me and leaned on my chest and said "I dont care" I'm like bish GEt OUt Of HeRe. Soo I pushed him and ran for my life."

So after that I been having dreams about him like.. you know what I'm just gonna tell you I dreamed that we where at school and he came up to me and said he wanted to talk to me I ignored him then he hugged me from behind and I just- I just stoped every stoped I was confused then I woke up and the next night I had a dream that we where on a field trip then the where an arts and craft sheet on everyone's bed it told them how there partners where and our names. Then Dylans best friend Sai bursts open the door and Dylan comes crying from behind him and Dylan started to hug me and Sai was behind me.

Dylan said "they are gonna make me kill you cause he saw BOTH OF OUR NAMES IN HIS PIECE OF PAPER. I felt bad for him so I hugged him back then for no reason I started to cry to I dont know why but then Sai hugged me from behind then I woke up from my dream and it-it felt real. So I need your advice should I stay with my boyfriend or go to Dylan? (More coming up next volume)♡ bye~