10 we should all hug

TAEHYUNG P. O. V

I was not shock nor surprise, the only thing I felt was pain, I felt like something is peircing my heart. It's funny , the girl I like was walking the aisle with her mother, and the girl I like is going to be my step sister and my dad told me to take her as real blood sister. she looked beautiful her hair which used to be straight is now curly, she looked vulnerable to me right now. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't even look at front where my dad and her mom is exchanging vows, to stay and protect each other forever. they were talking to her and though I wanted to look at her and talk to her, I couldn't, I could only look down. I never thought the girl who was stealing my heart every time I saw her and everytime she laugh will be my sister. Do I regret now that my dad is marrying the mother of the girl I like, do I regret that I accepted without knowing the fact that the girl I like is going to be sister, or do I regret that I like her. will I be able to be a good elder brother when I have feelings for her, will I be able to control my feelings, will I be able to Force myself not to like her. Every time I watch her, look at her and the more I look at her I fall for her and now she will be living with us and I would be seeing her, so will I really be able to control myself from loving her. What if I couldn't be good brother and what if I couldn't control myself, Am I going to break their heart. Am I going to ruin my fathers life by telling him that he shouldn't have married because I love her daughter. Or am I going to shattered her dreams of having elder brother because I love her. why is it her? why does it have to be her? why did I fall for her? should I blame myself for loving her or should I blame my dad for loving her mother.

I fell in love for the first time yet the girl I love is going to be my sister, it pains me a lot.

Can I really erase the feelings I have for her, can I really do it? but that's what I have to do, I cannot fall in love with my sister, I cannot shattered her dreams nor can I break my dad's life. I can only choose to erase the feeling for her. but can I, I don't know.

"hey Tae what are you thinking, go and talk to your sister " Namjoon hyung said. " are you ok , your not smiling nor talking, at this moment you should be happy that your dad is going to start a new life and your going to have a cute little sister " he continue and I could only nod.

" Tae Tae what are you doing come here " Jimin shouted.

" Are you really ok, you seems to be in daze" Namjoon said.

"yeah it's nothing, I'm okay " I said and he patted my shoulder.

"come let's meet your sister, she's a nice person" he said and I nod.

" hey Tae hyung do you know what your sister called us " Jungkook said when I came to them.

" no I don't " I replied finally looking at her directly, she was standing between Jimin and Jungkook.

" Y/n call your brother the way you called us " Jimin said.

she look up at me smiling nervously and said "hy... hyung"

everybody laugh.

"hyung she doesn't want to call us oppa but wants to call hyung, your sister is weird " jungkook said and she pouted.

"is it okay if I call you that " she said looking at me with her alluring eyes.

" yeah sure " I replied.

" yah you guys are going to be siblings, is that how you welcome each other, you should hug" Jhope hyung said before pulling us together.

I was hugging her now, my heart beating fast.

"no it's not right we should all hug " They said and hug us.

now I was hugging her more tight, I don't know what am I going to do with my feelings anymore.

"guys come on let's take photo " my dad shouted.

my dad was very happy and she was happy too, all their wishes have come true.

but now I wish she wasn't the daughter, I wish she was born by other woman.

I wish I could make her mine but will my wish come true.