1 The only wish

You were sitting on a swing in the balcony of your room quietly. All the children's who you usually plays along were down the ground making merry like there's no tomorrow. But you were there quietly in deep thoughts. you were thinking about your wish to have older brother. you always wanted an elder brother rather than sister. you thought that having brother can make you feel more protected. you envy those who have brother yet they would complain everytime about having elder brother. some would say that having brother.

is like living in prison or living with monster.

while some complains that they cannot even keep boyfriend or talk to boys because of brother. some even complains how their brother forbids them to wear short dresses and blah, blah, blah..... they would complain with exasperation. But you on the other hand always wanted to experience all that. you wanted to feel how it is to have Brother and being with them. you wanted to experience the brotherly love. You were the only child and you couldn't even ask your parents to give birth so that you could atleast have younger one. you thought maybe the feelings will be same though elder or younger but your father died leaving you and your mother. sometimes you become jealous or tears would just flow down your cheek unaware, whenever you see other children with their brother, holding their hands or giving them piggyback. Wanting to have brother is one of the biggest wish in your entire life.

Hey! dear why are you alone,won't you go down and play with them?

I'm just fine here mom, it's good to watch

them play you said.

ohh dear is anything bothering you,you

don't look good she said cupping your face.

no nothing I'm fine..but your mother knew what you were thinking

about.she knows that you wished to have

brother.once when your dad was alive and

when you were just 5years old ,you ask your Father

that you wanted a brother and you would

always whine about it. your mother have also

seen you many times crying or when your

eye's twinkle brightly everytime someone

tells you that you can call them brother or patts

your head.

come let's have dinner than,it's cooked already she said dragging you.

right now your present age is 18 and you were in high school.