1 First try: "A sad night"

Well, because this is a mostly real story I am not gonna stick to the real names, so I'll use an alias for everyone.

The story starts the night I first confessed my love to "Aliiins", and continues with all the problems that had appeared after that.

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I was talking to Aliiins about how wretched end up your hands when you're rowing, and how the 2- is the worst boat to row if your mate isn't synchronised with you or your strength differs by a lot, when it struck me. That if I didn't tell her at the moment I would never have the courage to ask her out.

I started with a classic move, asking her if she could advise me on something. After which I said that I had a crush on this girl but I knew that she had a crush on another guy, so I asked her opinion on whether to tell her or not. She told me that no matter what I should tell her what I feel, no matter how small the possibility seems to be, there should be an opportunity for a guy like me.

After which I told her, straight out of my heart, < I love you, I love you like I've never been able to love anything before>. And I know you have a crush on another guy, but please, answer me 'cause I feel I am going crazy.

For 5 minutes no one said anything, we were submerged in a absolutely awkward and tense silence.

She was shocked and confused, it showed in her eyes, which were locked in mine.

I was sweating like there was no tomorrow and I was starting to lose focus.

Aliiins called out to me and confessed that she had almost fallen for me on the weekend we passed together with the rowing team, but that, unfortunately I was right, she had a crush. She told me that she was extremely sorry because I am a 10/10 guy and there's few like me. Who, at the same time, are daring, kind, funny, smart and isn't an asshole about relationships.

After all this, I asked her if I least could we still be friends, because I would hate to strain our relationship just because I had confessed.

She then asked me if I was an idiot, telling me that whoever wanted to stop being my friend just because I had confessed was a fucking little piece of shit, and that she was sorry cause someone like her didn't deserve me. At which I grew angry, practically shouting at her that she could not demean herself like this, and if anyone deserved me was someone like her, and there's few like her in this world.

After all that , I gave her a hug and we then went each one on his/her way home.