2 First try: "A sad night" (2)

When I arrived at home, I crumbled, I went straight to the bed and started crying. Because of what we had told each other. I already knew that she had a crush. But having it confirmed by her just after confessing hurt like hell. I don't know how I managed to keep it in until I was home, I really don't.

I fell asleep after crying for hours and I woke up with the alarm.

After all that emotional roller coaster on the night before I was tired and feeling like a little shit who ain't worth nothing at all. I chatted with a friend about what had happened and, casually, Aliiins had started chatting with her at about the same time as I did and we were both asking for advice.

After that I tried to act as if nothing ever happened the night before. And acted as if I only wanted to ever be a friend of hers.

Like hell I only wanted that!!!!

She was my reason to wake up every morning and then our relationship turned awkward for a few weeks, until we started talking again with one eachother and turned back to being just friends.