1 Day seven

I am not going to the details of how I got here, you must read thousands of stories of a time loop, and you can guess it right? Or it just doesn't make any sense to you like it didn't to me.

It's been a week, and it's not boring yet. After I confirmed that I am in a time loop, I will start doing crazy things and hope it will not break in a bad moment. What's the first thing I will do?

Make love with my crush, hard goal but not for me.

"What did you say? You have seen that in a movie? I don't care." I am in a time loop, why should I care about morals, laws...

But if there is a god, I should care because I will be in another time loop burning in hell fire.

Is this a test from God?

After talking with myself for some time, I got out of bed, Then I went to the tall mirror in the room corner and started taking off my clothes.

I don't really have confidence in my body, and yes, I have a small one. I should learn black magic to change my look every morning, but it will take centuries.

How can I even find the resources in a day, and study before night? And why the fuck does the loop end by night. Will it last for six months If I go to the north pole ?

I don't know, Is there a relationship between light and time? Should I try it, but what if the loop ended? First I should get level up in normal magic, then maybe I can control this loop.

"What the hell are you doing?" I heard a voice behind me, I looked back and it was my stupid roommate, That dog! how i forgot him, he lives with me in the same room?

"ah!…" I said loudly as if I hadn't heard him.

"What are you doing", he said with an angry voice like a female cat when she sees a male.

I walked towards him looking at his eyes and hit him in the face expecting him to faint, but this didn't happen, I am too weak.

"Are you crazy?"

"Not yet", I said that and just kept pushing him.

I couldn't make him faint because he covered his face and then made me fall to the ground.

"What the.." he touched his lips to check for blood maybe.

I can see from the ground that his lips puff up, so I start laughing. He then comes to me and starts kicking me, I grab his legs and make him fall too and I continued punishing him.

"I told you, didn't I? Don't let anyone enter the room in my absence, and what did you do.." This time, I choked him.

"You bastard sucking in my room for money?" I get up and start kicking him like he did to me, then I grab my dick and pissed on him.

If the loop brakes today, I am in trouble.

I discovered that he did what he did in this loop. I was nice to him but he disrespected me, so he deserves it.

I left him on the floor, then took my school clothes and went to the building showers.

I was still naked walking in the hallway, no one saw me, but when I reached the showers I was the show.

No one said a damn thing, I don't know why but that maked me fill good.

After the shower, I went directly to the school with some goals in mind. The school is attached to the dorms, so I didn't walk much. I already attended the class so I will confess my love then go to the library.

I am now standing next to the building of "Dosing" specialty, smoking and waiting for Liz.

When I saw her, I threw the cigarette and went towards here. She was looking at me confused, She had never seen me smoking before.

Don't get me wrong, my body shape is bad, but with clothes, I look good.

This is crazy for me to say, but I made some girls love me before, but I didn't go out with them, I was too shy, Ordinary nice guy.

"Good morning", I smiled like a fool smiling at a baby to make her laugh.

"Do you need something", she said with a stern face.

Acting hard huh?

" I want to ask you something about the class if you have a second", This time not like a fool but a real fool.

"Yes, no problem, let's enter the class first", she smiled.

Maybe she expected that I was going to confess, I am not sure about that, but I am sure she was going to say "No".

Plan changed, At least I get one step towards the window. I never thought that talking to her is that easy.

We set down against each other like we are a a brother and sister drinking imaginary tea, or a nerd loosing in a chess game against a child.

She got her books out from her bag and said, "So what exactly you didn't understand in the class".

This girl train to be a teacher on me, she had a lot of people asking her about the class every day, so she used to it, but I will not make my question usual.

"This may be weird, but can someone enter a time loop"

"huh?!"

"Like someone stuck in the same day, you know"

And it's a strange silence, she may be want to say, "Are you high."

"Don't mind me, I will just go to the Library and Search."

"Why did you ask me that in the first place? you know i don't have an answer for you?"

After I got up, I sat back down and looked into her eyes and said, "I already lived this day six times, I know what will happen today, do you want to gamble?"

She didn't say a word so I continue, " I don't remember every detail but, the professor will forget the lighter and he will ask us for one, and I am who gonna give it to him."

"And if you lose?"

Checkmate in seven, Let's go.

"Your smile killing me.", I wanted to say that but instead i said, " I will win, and you will call it luck."

"Give me two more than, and if you win we will talk more about it in lunch."

She knows I was going to confess, I was looking at here always everyday and don't even focus on the class, as they said I have love arrows in my eyes. Maybe she feel sorry for me because of that.

She is too nice, she deserves someone better than me. I will drink the dose to take get her out from my heart, but man she's gorgeous.

"Ok, let me think.. the fat girl with glasses is gonna sit next to you on the right, and on the left..no one if I remember correctly. next to me will be mike, you know him and some girl, I didn't look at here so I don't know who is it, is that count?"

"interesting, what the professor will wear?"

"As usual, and I remember that he will ask someone to go get him something and who will go is.."

I look around and than said, " That person, I don't know his name."

"Andrew? Ok, will see."

"Ok, Now i will take my place i don't want to change anything, see you later."

"....."

When I got to my place, and after some time i could clearly hear her talking behind my back to her fat friend with the glasses and laugh Loudly.

But when no one really sit beside her on the left and the professor came with his usual clothes, I turned to her and smiled.

The professor Always Starts with turning on the stove and let the water heat up, but today he can't find the lighter and so he said looking for it on his pockets , "I forgot the lighter, anyone have one."

Of course there some guys who have one but they don't want the professor to know they smoke or he will use "take-off dose" on them .

Last time he sent someone to get a lighter but today I raise my hand and said, "I have one sir."

"Ok nice." when I handed the lighter to him he said : "You smoke?" With a surprised look on his face, he must smell it.

I said looking at Liz "Yes sir."

"What? when?"

"I will tell you in private sir."

"Ok, but you will drink this in public you know the roles."

This dose will make you stop anything you want, I drink it before to stop depression and it's like drinking hot oil.

The professor hand me the dose that he get from his bag and said: "Say that you don't like smoking then drink it."

I looked at Liz and said loudly before drinking the dose: "I don't love Liz."

And I didn't fill anything! It was like water.

The class become like a stage so I end the play, ignored everyone and said before get out : " I will go to the Library to recover sir."

I don't think she will come, but I have hope because she smiled at me.

She like bad boys, but I didn't get bad for her I am just high and know they all will forgot everything happend today.

If my mother still alive I won't do this because it will affected here. She did everything she could to make life easy for me, but life don't work like that. I always thought that she's seeing me from somewhere, thats why i was working hard, but know I am in a time loop...

I don't care anymore.

I don't want to make love with Liz anymore.

If there is heaven, I want to die.

If we are going to be just worm food after we die, I am afraid that I will do what ever it takes to become immortal.

Wait, what will happen if I die in this loop?

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