16 Chapter 16

Even thought the rest of my life is going to suck without you I made a promise to myself

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"Is that what you want?"

"No," I say honestly.

"Neither do I," he confesses.

"Dean... I am in love with you," I reveal.

He is silent for a moment. Shit. Fuck. Why did I say that? Why on earth did I say that? I scared him away. He hates me.

"I love you too," he smiled.

"Really?"

"Yeah really," he laughs.

"So you aren't leaving?"

"No I am not leaving," he says, causing me to sigh in relief.

"Ok, good," I slightly laughed.

"I'm not leaving, I will never leave," he says pulling me into a tight loving hug.

"I love you," he repeats.

"I love you," I copy. "Will your mom be ok with you staying?"

"I haven't told her I was going to go home. So yeah I think she will be good with it," he chuckles, bending down and kissing my cheek.

"Can we go cuddle in our room?" I ask shyly.

"Yeah," he says, smiling softly. I see something flash past his eyes but I don't have time to register what it is. I figured out what it was when he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder carrying me up to our room.

"Dean, what the hell are you doing?" I squeal.

He doesn't answer your question, just keeps walking up to our room. Once we got up there he tossed me onto the bed and crawled on top of me, "Well, here I am. What are your other two wishes?"

"Can I give you back so I can have three wishes?" I pout.

"Your mean," he huffs, falling to the side of me.

I laugh and climb on top of him, straddling his waist. "Ahh you know I am only joking. I would wish for you two more times," I apologize.

"Oh so now I have two other amazing guys that I have to fight against," he pouts.

"Yep. I wonder who is going to win my affection," I giggle.

"It better be me," he pouts from under me.

"It will be you no matter what," I laugh.

"Yeah. But it better be ME," he says, emphasizing the word 'me'.

"Ok," I laugh.

I lean down and lightly press my lips to his. "I love you," he whispers after we pull apart.

"I love you too," I giggle quietly.

"You wanna watch a movie?" he asks.

"Yes," I cheer, crawling off of him and to the back of the bed.

He meets me back there, grabs the remote and asks me, "what do you want to watch?"

"Dirty Dancing," I suggest.

"Ok," he kind of huffs. He types the name of the movie into the search before clicking on the movie and letting it play.

"What? You don't like Dirty Dancing?" I ask, pretending to be offended.

"It's not like I don't like the movie but it's so chick flicky. Also I thought you hated chick flicks?"

"It's not that I don't like them. I would just rather watch something else," I explain.

"Then why are we watching this, now?" He laughs lightly.

"Swayze. Swayze always gets a pass," I say sternly.

Dean laughs, before turning his attention to the tv and watching the movie start.

Throughout the movie I quoted some of my favorite parts including but not limited to the best line in cinematic history... "nobody puts baby in a corner," I say with complete seriousness. I could feel Dean shake under me from laughter. "Shut up," I giggle slapping him lightly.

"What? I didn't say anything," he says with a small gasp.

"No but just because you keep your mouth shut doesn't mean you are still not an asswhole," I say giggling again.

"Me? An ass? Never," he sarcastically laughs. "And anyway how was that me being an ass in the slightest?"

"You were laughing at me?" I pout.

"No I wasn't," he fights softly.

"Yes you were but shut up I love this part," I say sitting up as the end scene plays. I am sitting cris cross on my bed facing the tv with Dean laying behind me just to my left so he can see the tv as well.

"Ok, ok," he says putting his hands in the air surrendering.

"Shut up," I snap.

As the credits play I sigh, "I love that movie".

Dean places his hand on my lower back, "I love you".

"I love you more," I say looking back at him.

"I'm sorry but that's impossible," he shrugs.

"Is it?"

"Yep".

"I don't know about that," I smile turning to lay on my stomach half on top of him, half not.

"Yeah well I do. You could never love me more then I love you".

"Whatever you say," I laugh.

"That's right whatever I say because I am the man," he jokes.

"Oh yeah big man," I say with mock seriousness.

"Can I tell you something?" He asks becoming incredibly serious.

"Yeah of course," I sitting up a little to look at him better.

"You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my entire life. I am so fucking lucky that you let me be yours and I promise to never ever let you go," he says ranting a little.

"Dean," I breathe out, not knowing how to respond. "I am incredibly lucky to have you and I never want you to leave".

"Good then we are in agreement, we stay together forever and we are both lucky for that," Dean says with a satisfied smile.

"Yep, we are in agreement," I say happily.