1 Life of Ming Mei

(Ming Mei's Point Of View)

I have always longed for warmth, maybe because my father and mother were gone early from the world or maybe because nobody never really approached me.

They always looked at me with strange expressions, some were of disdain, some were full of hatred and disgust and…..some were even full of envy and jealousy.

I don't get it. What is there is to be jealous about me?

My life is always the same, always following the same old routines for theses whole 1000 years. And there goes my shijies and shixiongs, they are very cold to me because of my masters treatment to me. But my master only makes me terrified even if he tries to be good, there is always look of loath and disgust in his eyes.

Slowly, those loathful and disgusting glances and stares began to make me wonder, is there anything wrong with me?

Nope, there is nothing particularly strange other than my graceful and stunning face.

Sometimes those wild demons and asuras around the river of forgetfulness even gives me lustful gazes, every time I see them, I could feel the hair on my body standing up, it was a very peculiar feeling.

Just like this another 20,000 years passed by and I finally reached adulthood.

Excited, ah, I am very excited today. I can now go outside of Ming Long Xiao pavilion.

Ming Long Xiao pavilion is named after my decreased father, the Demon General of Devil Realm, Ming Long Xiao. He was a very nice father to me and gentle husband to my mother. But I didn't get to see him that often, sometimes my mother and father would have conversation between themselves without realizing that I was there. But, I didn't really feel anything, perhaps other would feel pain or resentful but me I just don't understand how the feelings worked.

This was probably one of my biggest flaws. Even when my mother and father died on the battlefield, I didn't feel the slightest bit of hurt, instead I was indifferent. Back then, even I was confused why I did it? Why don't have any feelings? Why is it that?

But I am very smart and intelligent, even my strange master continuously praises me for my knowledge. Many time, I knew the things that are not even known to the high gods, I wonder why though?

Why is it that I have this much knowledge about things? It is like whenever I start to do something, I will immediately mastered it, mysterious, right?

Want to know, what is actually happening?

But, sorry, even I don't know what is happening….

By the way, back to the topic of talking about my father, he was an very rational person and he loved my mother more than anything in the world.

And my mother, she was the goddess of nature, the sister of the God General of Heavenly Realm. She was an enthusiastic person, always telling me stories about things and teaching me more about the world. But of course, once again I was not really someone really important to her, as my father was her most beloved one, and I am just a source of entertainment that just keeps her company, after all the three of was always were isolated from the world.

So, when they left, I was taken care by my master, the new Demon General of the Devil Realm.

Today is another sunny day just like the others, that is what I though so far.

I was going to talk to master about going out of Ming Long Xiao pavilion but soon I heard a conversation between my master and my eldest shixiong, "Master, the Heavenly Emperor and the Devil Emperor are now always asking about when are we going to give Ming Mei to them, what shall we do now?"

"We have no use of her now. She is naïve about the way of world and has not much self-awareness. So, just give her to them."

"Ok, Master. Eldest disciple will carry out your order."

"En."

After I listened that I was being given to someone or being abandoned or whatsoever, I didn't have any panicking feeling or stuff.

Instead, I felt that I should gasp this opportunity to go outside of this prison and have fun around the world.

But I still feel when he said that I don't have self-awareness and I don't know the way of world, he is actually wrong.

I do have self-awareness of surroundings and my position, I always stayed quiet and did my things separately, just to get way from this crazy master of mine, yet he still finds faults with me, that is very…very stupid to me.

But, I first priority is to get out from her. I don't need pack up anything as I have space with me since I was born, which could alone carry many…many things, honestly speaking, I really don't know how much it can carry.

Anyway, I saw that everyone was gathered in the main hall and were talking about something I don't know about, by the way I just ignored it.

I have practiced my shadow skills and I think I am even better than my master, as he doesn't even tests me so he probably doesn't know my cultivation levels for my skills and so on, so for the time being not many people will be able to detect me.

So I looked left and right and lightly used my shadow skills and finally reached the main gate. Ouch….my back is sore from running, after all the Ming Long Xiao pavilion is huge, I nearly got lost many time before, today is not an expectation either.

I pondered for a moment, where I want to go now currently, after thinking, I thought that the Heavenly Realm is nice but to sneak in to Heavenly Realm is very dangerous for me, but I still feel thrill when facing dangerous circumstances.

But little did I….know that this decision will completely change my whole life…..

This was the first time I meet him, but not really the first time, in reality I have meet him a long time ago, now let's get onto our topic again.

I manged to sneak into the Heavenly Realm with my somewhat dogshit luck and found him fighting with his spiritual beast.

Ah, He was very handsome,…

Uhm, I saw him before but where did I saw him?

Most importantly, why does my heart beats so furiously?

And looking at him every moment only makes me more like him…

Wait-wait, like him?

How is it possible?

I can like him, oh, I can actually like someone!

I was so engrossed in in my thoughts that I didn't notice the young boy smiling gently at me, his smile was unusually gentle.....