2 16th February

Today too I am squeezing my almost empty brain in order to jot down something.

Let me think what did I do for today:

Today I woke up accurately at.... let's just said I forgot 😓

After I took my bath I discovered that my parents had just left with my older sister. Since my sister's holiday have ended it was normal for her to go back to university.

Today I should have went to dormitory too but because my parents have to send my sister to the capital,I ended up skipping school. Well, additional holiday for me!Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ.

My, my , just what did I do today that is worthy to write yea?

Oh well I too am clueless about it...

Looks like I really spend my day with lethargy...

Oh, quit it with self-mocking 'me'!

I remembered that today I ate much food.

No,now that I think about it I'm getting fatter! 😱 and as if to be mocking me I have physical fitness test next week...

But my weight is still acceptable!

Even my mom said that a lady shouldn't be so skinny.

My friends tell me that there's a boy in her class who likes me.

Of course at first I didn't dare believed it. Since I was afraid that my friend would make fun of me should I show any reactions.

So I just told my friend to stop with the joke.

Still, in my heart I was a little proud that someone actually bore feelings for me.

All my friends have at least one dating experiences. At first I didn't thought of it as a big deal yet when I listened to my pretty friend talking about boys having crushes on her I start to think that maybe my school life is quite lonely.

Having a pretty and outgoing friend is already a torture for my shy self but I was totally shot down when my evarage-looking friend start to talk about her dating experiences...

From that on l suffered from inferiority complex.