My Cursed Reincarnation in H-world (R-18)

Matt after meeting the evil and getting cursed by him now reincarnates in a world of H-manga as the unlucky protagonist who in the original work gets exploited my many people and finally commits suicide. Now how will our MC who has become the protagonist of metamorphosis survive. How will Matt who has now become Saki Yoshida survive will he/she be able to escape his/her destiny and free himself/herself of his/her curse or will he/she succumb to the curse and loose all hope? If he/she does at what cost, will she still be able to remain sane or will it be too much for her. join in our protagonist's journey to free herself from her curse which was supposed to torment her soul for all eternity #Tags (Gender bender, drugs, dark, gods, rape, R-18, suicide, time-loop, revenge, gore, skill steal, apocalypse, weak to strong) [Content warning:- Dark, Twisted, Gender bender, Rape, Drugs, Suicide, Mental trauma, proceed at your own risk].