Chapter 2

When I was 20 years old, my mom told me that she's gonna married another guy. She told me that he can give me a full attention just like my appa used to make me laugh.

I was laying on the bed in my room while playing with my phone then suddenly my mom called me.

"Yah Soo Rim-ahh..." she called me from the living room, lazily I walked to her and took a sit beside her on the couch.

"What do you want Omma?" I knew it sounds rude, but you know, we're not that close since mom was busy with her works for all the time.

She left early in the morning, and she always came back at night when I was sleeping. So I rarely see her or having a nice conversation with her. I do understand her since it was hard to raise me alone. But somehow this cold and rude side of me really surprising me as well.

"So umm, I have something to tell you."

"What is it?"

Usually we don't talk that much and this was very awkward. I knew she's tired from working and raise me alone and I kinda feel sympathy for her. She want the best for me but I don't know why do I acted cold and rude to her nowadays.

"If you get full attention just like your Appa used to give, what do you think?"

"Yeah yeah. I know that you never give me the attention just like appa used to do. So do you want to married again? Which guy?" It slipped accidentally from my mouth, damn.

Actually I didn't expect that those mean word will escape from my mouth. And I kinda feel bad for it but you know, I kinda mad to hear this news. Her face changed into frowned as she realized the sudden harsh tone from me.

"Gosh, I'm doing this for you Soo rim... Just watch your tone whenever you talked to me. I'm tired, please hm?"

"It just for you and, yes because I didn't get a full attention from you. This is me."

"Go to your room now!!"

"Whatever..."

I rolled my eyes and go to my room and slammed the door. Tears escape from my eyes streaming down my cold cheeks. I cried in silent while holding my family picture. My eyelids becomes heavier and I fell asleep.

One week after...

I have to accompany my mom to the bridal boutique to try the custom made dress for her.

When she was trying the dress slowly without I realized, a smile start to grow from my lips...

I don't know why but I feel happy for her. I realize she deserved her own rights with her decision and I'm the only one she had to rely on. One and only daughter. So I have to support her whatever her decision, as long as it makes her happy. I'm sorry mom for being rude to you before this. I love you.