1 About me

The distorted truth I told

In fear of your rejection and reproof...

How to tell the one you love

That you gladly committed incest?

It began as sexual harrassment

then continuous ****.

That is a truth!

But eventually the act was pleasurable,

Though it might be deemed

As a syndrome due to abuse...

But truth remains

That eventually I grew fond of the act.

I should have been responsible of my emotions.

I am guilty of them.

Now tell me, how then can I hate him?

When I too am responsible.

You say am kind because

I don't hate him,

But truth is

I am a beast.

Despicable!

I hate my self

For falling prey

and eventually becoming a masochist!

Irregardless of who started it...

I could have stopped it.

I shouldn't have followed him.

Shouldn't have allowed to be in the same space.

Should have used a different route.

Should have known how to fight.

Should have had the strength.

But alas, that is my story

And one which I will not tell fully...