41 Episode 39
"But is it okay? This kind of thing?" I sighed.
"It's okay, we don't have to go full way all the time" She replied.
"You pervert I'm talking about Mari san! Also why do you have to wash my back! I have hands and you've already shampooed my hair twice, if you touch them again I'll kill you!" I lashed out a bit.
"Tch, you're always killing me...even I'd like to hear some sweet words sometimes" She sighed.
"Don't you sigh! You should've known how annoying I am before signing up for this!" I scolded back.
"Well true" She sighed again.
"Don't just accept I'm annoying! You could've at least denied it for show!" I nagged,
yeah I'm still pissed off and don't misunderstand, it's not because she didn't go full way but because she removed the blindfold at the end and took advantage of the fact that I was outta my mind and saw me naked. I still haven't seen her fully naked..it's unfair..!
"But you are my annoying sushi roll" She replied
"Don't cover it up with you cheesy words" I said with a twitching brow "Also your clothes got all oily, why don't you get in the bathtub too" I said, yep..this is the right chance, to casually ask her to strip without getting her suspicious
"Oh it's okay, I don't have a change of clothes, so I'll just shower at home" She replied casually, NO!! don't answer back! Just do it stupid woman!
"You can borrow mine" I replied
"Yours won't fit me, I'm taller" She replied back.
"OH MY GOSH JUST STRIP ALREADY YOU STUPID WOMAN" I blurted out,
NO WTF, I wasn't supposed to say that one outloud! I'm getting confused between my interior monlogue and dialogues lately, SH*TTTTT...!
She suddenly burst into laughter, oh wait, she laughs too?!!! That was shocking
"You should have said so in the first place that you want me to take off my clothes" She chuckled and got up taking off her shirt and tossing it out, damn it looked like some movie scene, she's got that professional model style about her...jeez...
She then unbuttoned her pants and took them off standing there in undergarments.
"Its kinda weird..that your upper half looks so feminine and your lower half is so manly..from what I had heard, female alphas unfold their masculine anatomy only when they release pheromones..but yours doesn't revert back...and moreover female alphas aren't supposed to be that busty...then why?" I asked
"You sure have alot of questions regarding my body though.." She replied and my embarrassment meter blew once again
"IT'S NOT LIKE THAT! I WASN'T...NO I'M NOT A PERVERT, IT'S JUST THAT AND THIS AND.." I shouldn't have said that! I'm getting stupider with each passing day.
"Don't be embarrassed, we're lovers..ofcourse you can ask anything, you have a right over me" She replied gently and stripped even the last shred of clothing she had, not that I could look straight at her....doesn't she get embarrassed at all?...or wait..is it because she considers us lovers, that she's not embarrassed?
She stepped in the bathtub, slipping down right infront of me, I couldn't really look at her, I just sunk in a bit and bubbled up the water with my breath whilst she sat with her arms resting comfortably at the edges of the tub.
"It's not reverted since I first met you.." She mumbled
"What?" I couldn't comprehend what she meant.
"You know..my body first changed right after I met you, I did know I was alpha since I had the test but that experience was new for me, it was my first unfolding..the doctor said that it would revert back eventually but it didn't and my chest changed mostly because of the hormones that I took for transitioning to beta, I used to be pretty flat before that" She confessed.
So it is because of me that she'd pretty much became a permanent hermaphrodite? Is that even possible?
"But it hasn't bothered me much, true that I have both male and female parts but I don't wear much gendered clothes that often so it isn't that concerning..well unless it's for the college plays, then costumes require uncomfortable restraints.." She told.
"You have female parts...then, can you also get? You know..?" I asked, well, I am curious and she'd told this far so..
"No, alpha females have female parts, but they're usually dysfunctional, I can't get pregnant, nor lactate, nor menstruate like omega females...I do get morning wood though and have high testosterone..so only my male organs are functional, We're not much different from male alphas other than the fact that we are hermaphrodites and have female organs for show.... Besides it's very rare for alphas in general to conceive at all, male or female doesn't matter.... though I'm a special case since my bust is big for a female alpha who are normally flat and my male genitalia doesn't fold back in like normal female alphas, I stand out for an alpha" She explained "also shouldn't you be more worried about yourself? we did it unprotected...."
Eh..oh shit, I FORGOT IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT!!!!!
"No! what do we do now!! what if I get! my life is over!!!! I didn't think of it before!! if dad finds out I'M DEAD!" I sat up freaking out and mumbling loudly to myself.
"Yeah and we did it in your heat cycle too" She replied
"DON'T ADD FUEL TO FIRE!!! WHAT DO WE DO NOW!!!?" I can't believe I forgot something this important.
"I'll take responsibility then" She shrugged
"DON'T JUST TAKE RESPONSIBILITY YET!! I'M NOT READY!!" I pretty much climbed on her and shook her really hard.
"Okay okay! stop I feel dizzy! Let's go to a gynecologist tomorrow and.." She tried to contain me
"NO! WE CAN'T GO TO DOCTOR! I DON'T WANT TO! DAD WILL FIND OUT!" I pretty much shook her to death
"I can see my dead grandma now!!" She mumbled with a whirly head.
"DON'T YOU DARE FOLLOW HER!! I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE!" I pretty much threw a tantrum.
"Alright!! calm down!! we'll visit my friend Alex, he's helped me alot, I'm sure he can help us, so calm down! besides, if anything happens.." She slid her hand to the back of my neck, caressing the claim mark gently with her fingers and kissed at my adam's apple "You would never be alone, I said I would take responsibility, didn't I?"
I blushed and brushed her hand off my neck, she's so cocky, take responsibility? who does she think she is?!
"Besides, imagine if we were to have a kid, you would look so adorable with a baby bump" She went into some perverted lala land in her brain. Like we haven't even had a love story yet, a child would be a disaster right now!
"Listen you crazy woman, I'm not having a kid right now, I want a damn degree, a job and marriage before I think any of that..you already ruined my perfect future plan, don't dig your grave now!" I got off her and made space to sit between her legs and rest my head back in her chest, getting comfortable
"Should I propose to you then?" She asked
"You should date me properly first, I don't like rushing things, there's a proper order to things" I replied
"Well yeah..we didn't get much chance" She said while rolling my hair around her finger, playing with them
"You didn't tell me what you intend to do about Mari san" I asked what I had been trying to ask since forever but we keep getting distracted, forgive us, we're two bunnies in heat.
"What do you mean? I said it clearly didn't I? I'll start a riot" She replied, no woman that ain't clear, if anything that's even more misleading actually.
"Can you like elaborate?" I sighed, not really trying to argue with her semantic explanations at this point.
"Haru san, I will get him justice" She responded.
"What do you mean? Justice? How?" I suddenly got all scared of the idea.
"That's the only way..both Haru san and Mari can be at peace..." She responded, not really answering me that clearly "Ah...I can't wait till everything will be okay, I want to cuddle to you all day" She squished me in her arms like I was a small plushie or something
"Oye! who decided that? how are we cuddle buddies now?" I protested.
"What are we then? sheesh I have been betrayed, all I was looking for was a lovey dovey bae and what I get is a horny pup who's only after my body.." She sighed dramatically
"Who are you calling a horny pup!" I bit at her arm
"There there, such a violent puppy" She petted my head playfully
"Wasn't I a sushi roll a while ago?" I raised a brow not letting go of her arm
"Puppy roll?" She edited her words and kissed on my cheek, giving alot of pecks on cheek and back of my neck over her mark
"Oye, don't get cocky!" I pulled myself off and stepped out of the tub, getting myself a towel, tying it around my waist.
She got up as well and I handed her spare towel that she tied around her bust, it was long enough to reach her thighs. She had been careful not to let the water reach her head because of the bandages so she was dry above the neck.
"Maybe my baggy sweaters will fit you perfectly" I said as we got out of bath.
My eyes widened as I opened the door of bathroom and dad was standing right in front me in the room. I almost forgot he had a spare key!! His eyes were pretty much bulging out and mouth was hung open seeing me and her come out of the bathroom
"Dad...?"
no...I...
He started to back away as I tried to come closer, why does he...look like that? why does he look this hurt?
"Dad! ..dad hear me out...I!" I tried to talk to him but his eyes went right onto my neck, finding the collar missing, he grabbed me so hard by the arm and jerked me forward turning my head to look at the nape of my neck, he seemed petrified when he saw the mark.
"Akio san..I.." She tried to talk but soon as he looked her in the eyes, she immediately backed too with lowered head and eyes.
"WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY SON?" Dad raised his voice, even I shivered inside out
"Dad no..dad, listen, it was consensual, she didn't do anything bad" I tried to argue but his face seemed red with anger and I was scared too.
"Get dressed and leave, leave before I do something that I regret" Dad said lowering his voice but his expression was still fierce.
"I..won't.." She whispered clutching at the towel.
"WHAT?" He raised his voice again.
"We! we didn't do anything wrong! Your son is not you Akio san! and I'm not Mr. Zhuang!" She raised her voice a little, dad seemed like he'd burst any moment hearing those words "You can't always keep him, he's not a possession...! You have to let him free...!"
"What did you say?!" He frowned
"I'm saying! you can't do this to us! Your son is an adult, he can decide for himself, you can't keep him under your arm forever!" She gained her courage to talk back.
"Aoi san!!" Dad was fuming with fire when he yelled at her almost raising his hand but.....
I gained courage and stood infront of her with my both arms open, ready to be hit if need be and yelled at the the top of my lungs and at the same time a rebellious heat rose within my body
"I LOVE AOI SAN! AND I WILL NOT EVEN ALLOW DAD TO COME BETWEEN US, PLEASE LEAVE!"
His face almost went a very pale white hearing me say that in a very rude tone, asking him to leave and he suddenly sprinted rushing out of the room banging the door really hard as he left hiding his face. Her eyes widened as well but for now she immediately got into her old clothes and rushed out after dad while I stood in the room frozen.
Of course... he's just shocked... he'd come to understand if we talk calmly.. he's over protective, that's normal...I didn't have to talk back that rudely....
What's gotten into me...?
It's like I was willing to fight him...
Not only that....
But...
Why....?
What...
Did I just...say.....?
