3 Life as Baby

My name is Alex , Alexander Pen is the name that give to me , I am also a teenager that died and reincarnated at this world. The moment I realize that I has been reincarnated.

I swear at that moment that I will make my new parent in this life to be happy and proud of me. Something that I can't give and show to my past parent. I not even live long enough to graduate from school. But if I want to achieve that goal, I need to work hard, really hard.

In my first I don't have special talent or any thing, while my exam score higher than average I not really clever just average. I also doesn't followed any club from school. You could say I was your average Joe.

But surely my experience in my first life should be helpful in my second life. I maybe not talented but I can train earlier from the other and get early start to build foundation for my future.

With that thought in my mind I become little more confident. But before my plan could become realty, There was I problem that I need to solve. Something that happened in front of my eyes.

"Ah Alex you should open you mouth and stop struggling" my new mom said while she try to hold me in here hands. Prevent me to escape from her as far as I can.

*No let me free* was what in my mind but its only come out as blurry mess from my mouth. That doesn't stop me from trying to deliver my opinion to her.

"Oww , come on little brat you need to open your mouth ", My mother try to persuade me with soft but firm tone. But that doesn't stop her for holding me little tighter to stop my resistance.

I answer it by complete silence and begin to stare at her eyes. She impossible win against an innocent stare from baby. The innocence stare from baby that could hold all the dream and hope in the world.

Unfortunately for me, It's look like she doesn't want to lost.

she stare at me.

she continued stare at me...

and stare at me. Clearly deliver her intent to persuade me to open my mouth. Don't you think you can defeated me just by that woman. I won't lose just from that.

~GEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

after some minutes the battle of stare between me and her already at the final, my stare already shaken in front of her stare. Her stare keep stay firm from the beginning. Crumble until what remain was nothing but dust in atmosphere.

Followed by my first defeat in this life. Accept my defeat with dignity, I open my mother and suck it while close my eyes. Try my best to hold myself from being embarrassed. While question myself why this must happen to me .

With her victory Gloria's face fill with satisfaction. Looking at his son, *even though your my son don't think that you could win again me* is what that stare mean to me, maybe not like I'm sure what it's mean.

*Hah, you think you already win just wait mother. While it will be my first defeat that doesn't mean you already win. be prepare as my you will never taste victory against me in the future" , while think that I just continues what my mother side's'~forced~' me to do.

Did you know what battle it is ?. Yes it right my mother try to breastfeed me .I know that as baby that I only can eat by this method but that doesn't stop me to feel embarrassed. While my body is baby my mentality is still healthy teenager , thought I doubt it myself as I don't really know how long I stay at Abbys , is it a year , ten years , or even hundred years , or even the possibility of thousand years .Suddenly remember the time that I spent at abbys ,make me stop moving.

Gloria feel that Alex stop suck her breast and looking at him , try to figure if he already full or something.

with soft tone she try to ask her son .

"What happen are you already full ,or you already sleepy, if you already sleep lets mom put you to your bed"

Trying to say something but it just come out as 'blabbublu...bu'.it feel suck to become baby , why I can't just reincarnated immediately as teenager , at least I wont feel this shame. So I continue to eat my meal'-breastfeed-', I suddenly remember a question that had been store in my head from the moment of my birth .

Where is the place that I born?, if it was normal cliche reincarnated story that come from anime or manga, they usually died hit by Truck-sama or being give choice from god '-that never happen to me , I don't even remember how I died-',That what supposed to be the standard procedure from 'die and reincarnated' by rule69. And more , what is that light ? ,the light that swallow and send me to here , what exactly is that light is it god or devil . Though whatever is that I feel little gratitude to it?he?or she?. Not like it matter again to me now as I already free from that cursed abbys. Maybe I should choose another name for that place.

From what I hear from my parent they supposed to talk with english, that make me feel little relax. At least I don't need to learn new language from scratch .

After feeling full and can't eat again I stop suck my mother breast and do little burp. Soon it followed by heavy feeling of sleepy that try dominate me. find myself unable to fight back I immediately succumbed and soon closed my eyes and go to the realm of sleep.

looking at his sleeping son face make Gloria heart feel with happiness, is it they called the feeling of motherhood or whatever is it . she immediately stand up and walk to room where the baby bed located. Then put his little son there and enveloped by warm cotton blanket. With smile filling her face she kissed her son forehead and little touch to his cheek.

*it feel so soft, I should do it more.*

"sleep well my sweetheart"

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BBAANG!

aloud sound of door being hit , and followed by shout by a male

"Honey I come home, look what I brought !"

The loud sound that make wake up from realm of sleep , that must be Felix sound , why couldn't he scream softer.I still feel little sleepy from the forced wake up , thought I want to sleep back I want to know what they talk maybe it will be something interesting.

"Shut you mouth Felix , Alex still sleep," answer by mother, by the sound she probably at the kitchen.

"hahaahahah..I'm sorry," my father , he sound quite dejected ,' that payback for make me wake up.'

"Honey look , okay I'm sorry I'm guilty . But look what a brought , I brought bear meat, this time hunt was really successful. How about to make your favorite bear soup,"

If my deduction is correct it looked like my father being whip by mom as he instantly become dejected just from a sentence from mother.

But bear meat and hunting , was it because we live at village or because we live at medieval age. If we really live at medieval age that mean I also need to learn how to defence myself. Sixpack I'm coming,or maybe I should learn how to be hunter. Maybe I also can be soldier or knight. While just become soldier would make my parent , maybe become a famous knight with armor and white horse while being hug by a princess. Hmmm That probably make it though it must hard especially the princess , it no fairy tail or anime , you need to born as noble or also part of royal family to have chance. More reason to grow stronger, I really can't wait to grow up and learn more about this world.

" Ha ,what you mean my favorite food it yours isn't it"

"Ma ma but you also eat it isn't you and even more you always eat more than me , Glutton "my father said mother sound quite smug specially at the part where he say 'glutton'.

"What do you mean by that "

"Whatever , hurry up give me that meat I will prepared the food " maybe what my father claim is truth.

While thinking about that, the door in my room being open up and my father figure showed up. He enter the room with a big smile at his face as he walk closer to my bed and look to my face , while try to touch my cheek. Like I will just let you do whatever you want.

"Ah , did you already wake up son or you are awake because of me"father said,still try to touch my cheek.

Why adult telly like to touch baby's cheek.

Use my hands to defend my cheek from his hand, I answer "baa.. bha. buu..." 'your the one that wake up me from by peaceful sleep.

"ahahah.. well I sorry if I wakes you son"he said while little laugh and scratching his head ,already stop to touch my soft cheek.Though that moment doesn't last long , he continue try to touch my cheek with his hand.

*why you doesn't want to give up* I continue try to defend my cheek like a soldier that try to protect his country from invaders.

While we continued our battle/play 'he really doesn't want to give up',he also try to talk with me , though I only replay 'babu bu ba' or etc. He keep playing with me until mother sound heard from kitchen.

"Hoi Felix , hurry up and come here the food already finish"

"I look like our play should finish here , I will go eat first , okay son" my father said looking at my big stare from bed and received subtle nod , though my neck doesn't really move ,as I thought in baby body is really suck. Well it better to sleep again.