I want a bit more of u

I was broken. Totally broken.

It's difficult to explain.

How can I explain this.

I know this is the last chance for us to meet.

What I was hoping for was a few hours to remember for rest of my life.

But u were afraid.

U were afraid that I will expect too much from u.

I know we both are married. Married to different people.

We both have wonderful child.

Our marriage is loveless.

But my life is comfortable.

All I want is few hours, similar to our old days.

I wanted to relax for few hours.

And what did u do to me that night.

Booking a room in the same hotel, staying near u tilted the budget of the month for me.

But came there hoping to spent few hours detached from the whole world. I wanted to be in our world for few hours.

Why u were so reluctant?

U thought what I wanted was sex.

Yes I wanted that too.

That's because it was a way for me to express the passion I have for u..

But u ended up raping me?

And u left.

U thought this was what I wanted from u..

U were totally mistaken.

What I wanted was to talk and cuddle.

To feel the love. To feel the passion.

I m broken.

I don't hate u.

I love u.

I can't love anyone else.

I want to escape from this torture.

I feel like ending this life, because I can't tolerate this pain.

I love u..