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"I made it"

Ying Yūe kept on blinking. Even in her dream she was having sex with Cheng Zen. "Of course you did." she said unimpressed.

"Are you sick?" He asked her. Ying Yūe just looked at him and gave a faint smile. "My imagination power is increasing." she said to herself. "What?" he asked her and she just shook her head.

She looked at the salad in the table. "I..." she said and looked at Cheng Zen "want to eat a cow, not like a cow."

Cheng Zen looked at her confused. "You have a strict diet, don't you?" he asked and she sighed.

This "is" a nightmare...

"Right. I want to eat meat." she said again emphasising on meat. "Sure." he said going back to his poker face. He ordered the meat at the housekeeping.

"Even if it's a dream, can't you smile once? Even once. I literally have never seen you smile." she said to him. He raised his brow and chuckled at the blue haired girl.

"Tell me a joke and I might smile." he said. She sat at the bed and signalled him to sit next to her.

"This is a dream and it's not like you can kill me in my own dream." she said.

"Here goes nothing. What does a dog say when it sees a wall?" she asked him. He looked at her with a "i-don't-give-a-fuck-about-what-a-dog-says" look in his face.

"Wol! Wol!" she replied and started laughing. (Wol Wol is how dog barks in Korean culture)

Cheng Zen did smile, but not at the poor joke but how Ying Yūe managed to make herself laugh. Compared to all the times she was with him, right now she finally seemed to be comfortable around him.

"You have spent too much time at South Korea." he said to her. She stopped laughing and sat back straight. "Well once a Chinese, always Chinese. No place can change me." she replied.

Ying Yūe knew it was a dream due to 2 reasons, first the devil himslef smiled and second she was comfortably talking to the devil.

"Wish it wasn't a dream. I wish I could talk to yoi this way in real life." she said. Cheng Zen looked at her. His eyes started to darken.

Is she talking to me comfortably because she thinks it is a dream?

"I want to do so many things but now I'm too old to do those things." she said ti herself.

What is this girl talking about? She is only 19? Is 19 old? Am I old? I am 2 years elder to her.

......

Cheng Zen was expressionless but inside he was thinking 'how much can this tiny girl eat?'

He looked at a tiny, weak ,pale and thin girl eating almost a whole cow.

Did she always eat this much and I never noticed?

She was right now eating the third plate of beef ribs.

Ying Yūe looked up at Cheng Zen who was staring at her. Even in her dreams, he wouldn't leave her alone.

"You want?" she asked giving him a rib. He shook his head. Ying Yūe couldn't remember the last time she ate beef ribs. She went bankrupt after paying for all those lawyers.

'Is she this hungry because of last night?' Cheng Zen thought.

'Even if it's a dream. The ribs taste to tasty.' Ying Yūe thought.

She turned and looked at Cheng Zen staring at her. She looked at him and smiled. This man, even though he was obsessive, he was always there for him, until Chu Hua and Wei Wei showed him a video her kissing Yang Mi. She was stupid for being dumb. Cheng Zen would've been a nice friend.

She was about to turn just when he kissed her.

It feels so real.

That's when she realised it wasn't a dream. The kiss was long. He let of her lips that was covered with barbecue sauce.

"You. . . are real." she shuttered. "Eat fast, I'll drop you off at your agency." he said.

She kept the rib bone. "I'll wash my hand." she sad and quickly went inside the bathroom and closed the door.

She splased water on her face. It was real. She remembered, when Cheng Zen and she first had sex, Cheng Zen was angry about Ying Yūe hugging Zhou Yang Mi.

Cheng Zen had forcibly removed her clothes. He was drunk, Ying Yūe couldn't do anything about it. Had she returned back to ber 19 year old body?

She wiped her face and walked out. He was leaning aganist the door. "Am I 19?" she asked him.

He looked at her. "Hmm."

She couldn't believe it. Was she given another chance to live? No it could be a dream. She did the most effective thing.

She slapped herself...real hard. It made her fall on the floor. Cheng Zen just looked at her in shock.

Did she just slap herself?

"You..." was all he could say. He stood there stunned by what the girl did. Was it because he forcibly had sex with her?

She stood up, "I'm fine!" she replied before he could even ask her the question.

"Man I slap hard. I feel pity for all the people I slapped before." she said rubbing her left cheek.

Who is she?

Cheng Zen stared at the girl in front of him. The once gloomy, depressed girl who didn't talk was now taling with her.

The two got in at one of Cheng Zen Lamborghini. Cheng Zen had almost every car at the world, but he like sports car the most and Lamborghinis was one of his favourite model. To sit at one of his Lamborghini was like getting blessed by God himself. People would kill other people other people to just take a photo of one of his cars and there was Ying Yūe sitting at his car with her legs up the glove compartment and Cheng Zen didn't even try to stop her.

"We're here." he said and stopped in front of their agency. Ying Yūe looked out and saw ome of her favourite place. She was going to meet her teammates. Her teammates who always tried warned her about Bei Wei Wei, Wu Chu Hua and Zhou Yang Mi, but she being an idiot, that she is right now as well, didn't listen to them.

She got down the car and walked inside.