1 It all started here.....

I am just a typical, or let's say an ordinary girl who loves playing Video Games. By the way my name is Jane. i have 4 siblings, Three older brothers and one Younger brother. Hmmm yeah. I am the Only girl. Some people will say that i may be a spoiled brat because i'm the Princess in our family. But that's not true. My parents are strict and my brothers are strict too. 🀣 We've been raised up equally. By the way, all of us are a Taekwondo Player. My brothers are all Black Belter and i am only a Yellow belter, but don't belittle me, i was just lazy of getting a promotion back then when i was just a kid cause i am too scared to have my butt hit by a belt by our superiors, that is one of a traditional requirement of the team (i actually don't know why they do that) anyway, so i grew up like following what my brothers activities are as my parents always push me to do it as well. Whether it be Singing, Sports, Joining some organizations etc. and ofcourse since i don't have someone to play with my girl toys, especially my Dolls (i also don't want to, cause i have experienced playing dolls with them and they were like killing my dolls omg, they will try and wrestle my stuffed toys to make me cry, and remove my barbie doll's head and arms) i also adapt how they play. We had Nintendo GameBoy, then upgraded to Ps2, Psp then we had a computer in which they play some Computer Games. i am always watching while they were playing and somehow i enjoyed watching it even i am not the one who's playing. anyway, there's a game that my brother were playing back then and i saw them really enjoying it. It is called Warcraft. It's a game where you can play a lot of maps and maps setup. You can choose to fight with heroes of your favorite animes or you can just choose to defend your base from the wave of monsters that is coming, and you have to build towers with alotted money to kill those monsters. Also there's this game that is very popular up until now. They call it Defense Of The Ancient or DOTA. At first i can't really understand the Gameplay. but when they started to teach me how it works, i must admit i got hooked up. But i have to be honest with you. I'm not really good at it. 🀣☹️ My brothers were pretty good in this game tho. But i am enjoying it when im playing this game. So it all started when my brothers were always going outside to play DOTA with their friends at the internet cafe near our house. So my mother was furious and she will ask me to go there and call my older brothers. but since they were still playing i will have to wait and just watch while they were playing with their friends. i observed that it was really fun to play with friends. no wonder that my brothers were really hooked up to this game. So there was one time that i had to call them again it was only their first game and i can tell that my brothers were pretty annoyed that i'm there to pick them up again. So i leave them and just decided to come back after 30 minutes. And i already talk to my mom that i will just come back and call them again so that she won't get mad. Thirty minutes had passed i went to the internet cafe again and my brothers were almost finish with their game. After the game, their friends requested for the 2nd game because i think they want to take a revenge because they lost. (even if its just a friendly game) so they were like playing 4v4 back then and they have a friend standby because they cannot play 4v5. One of my Brother's friends asked them if i know how to play, even just as a beginner and they answered yes, but they informed the friends that i can only play one hero πŸ˜… (Yes my first hero is Traxex or Drow Ranger) The Friends asked me if i want to play... Ofcourse i refused, Mom will kill me if she found out that i'm playing too πŸ˜‚ (im just exaggerating) and i am there to pick up my brothers as always, not to play with them. But they kept on asking me to play for the sake of their "last game" 🀣 So they were like so loud inside the cafe and just to quiet them down i agreed but only one game. and i told them not to Include me in their Trashtalks. 🀣

I played in the team of my brothers. I felt so noob. my brother will yell at me "SILENCE" "BACK" "NORMAL HIT" "PUSH" "GO FARM" because i can't control my hero very well i was too nervous it was my first game with real people. They won't allow me to go outside the map without them, as our enemies will just hunt me down. In the end my brothers managed to Carry me πŸ˜‚ i literally feel sorry to my team cause i felt like i don't have a count in the team i was just a filler. But on the other hand i felt victorious πŸ˜† Yeah man! My first game!!!!! i won!!!! 🀣 i can go home with a smile in my face. HA HA. anyway, Yes it all started there, i slowly learned how to play the basic and other easy to use heroes such as Life Stealer, Razor, Vengeful Spirit, etc. while playing with my Brothers.

Time had passed DOTA1 became DOTA2 and i was playing DOTA2 as my pass time only, as qi had other activities such as Singing and others. 🀣 (not to brag, but i am pretty good in singing) i am now a college student. I am studying Music as it is my first love. I am an ambivert. So i don't usually approach people and i like being alone most of the time. Most of my friends in School are boys, don't judge me but i'm more comfortable around boys maybe because of my brothers. Also i find them less drama and more sincere about what they were saying. Some people may misunderstand me but for us it's nothing more than friendship. I'm a quiet type of person by the way and i am very cautious to whom i trust. πŸ˜‚ yes i'm a little bit weird. But im not a psycho. πŸ™ƒ haha. Quality over Quantity πŸ’―. So i have a group of friends in our music organization in our school, And we play DOTA everytime we finish our rehearsals. One time, while we're in the Internet cafe near our school i saw my friend watching some tournament. So i peeked to his screen and asked him about the tournament. I got interested, so i followed the updates of the tournament and watched the final game via Live Stream on Youtube, since they were playing in our Hometown. I heard from my friends there's this guy whom they really idolize in playing DOTA cause in his young age he was so talented and very good at playing it. So i started to follow his game in the tournament. And woah, my friends aren't lying i was really amazed on him. He became the MVP of the tournament. And by the way, their team won. After that, i really got interested in his gameplays i started to watch his pub and rank games that are been posted in youtube, (watching it during my free time) i also want to learn pro moves for me to be able learn more. But unfortunately i am not that talented eh? haha. As time goes by watching Dota Tournaments and Gameplays of my Fave Player has been part of my life. I can't really understand the analytics of the game. As what the pros are doing, but i really enjoy when they were clashing, and the casters were on their hype mode etc. It is really fun! What i like to my FavePlayer is that even though he's so good at playing and he has a lot of fans, he is still down to earth. He is a gentleman and for me he is my ideal man, although he has some vices. I know, am i too ambitious to have him as my ideal man? 🀣 i mean, he is too Popular, he has the looks and a lot of people admire him, i am just one of them. But it is my dream to just see him in personal. Just to see him even afar. πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™

So i decided to save money to go to one of his team's tournaments someday. And i waited for every tournament that will be held in our Country so that i can go and watch, as i cannot afford to go outside the Country yet. And i was unfortunate that their team didn't join the tournaments that has been held here in our country. So i was a little sad by that part. Years had passed, Their team won at "The International" and i wasn't able to watch their game personally πŸ˜• sad. but i was really happy for them. πŸ’ƒYey!

I am now in my Fourth year in College, I am not the type of Student who're very studious, but i can pass all my subjects. πŸ˜‚ and before i graduate i decided to take a break or have a rest cause i was too stressed and i felt pressured back then in my studies. So i stopped studying and breathe for a while. My parents supported me in my decision as they can understand me, when i explained my side to them. An opportunity knocked on the door when a friend of mine asked me to if i want to be a singer outside the country, well ofcourse i want to try, and i also want to experience to go to other country but my parents disagree at first. Cause they want me to finish my studies first, but i kept on asking them to allow me to go, cause i really want to experience it, and i promise that it won't be too long. So they went to the office with me and assured that i will be in a good place while im outside the country. I was destined to sing in a 5star hotel in China. My parents agreed, but just for 6 months contract. I was so Happy. The day has come that i had to go, My family gathered in a mall nearby the Airport and we ate dinner altogether before i leave. I can't really explain how im feeling by that time. I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm nervous. I really want to cry but i don't want my parents to see me crying. So i stayed strong. 😊 But yeah, when i am already boarding the Plane i cried a lot. I will miss them so much, i will miss my family.

Finally a touch down!!! Hello China! i am soooo excited! And woah! The air is so cold, πŸƒπŸƒ This is my first time seeing a Sunshine while feeling a cool wind. It's so refreshing! The driver explained that it's already Fall season and Winter is coming that's why it's getting a little bit cold. Well i was too ignorant cause i live in a tropical Country. When it's dry it really is hot and when it's raining, it's just a little bit cold. πŸ˜‚ Anyway, i have stayed in China for a year πŸ˜‰ not just as my parents and i expected right? I must say, China is a good place too, I like how they value the environment in the city, and i love the Flowers! 😍

I feel ecstatic when i learned that one of the Tournament that my Faveplayer will be joining will also be helding in China, my friends messaged me "Hey, Jane! Did you already know that your favorite player and their team will be there in China to play?". So i was like in Some City near Beijing, and the event is in Shanghai China, i got so excited not thinking that it was too far in my place that i have to ride a train or book a flight first. So i searched how far it is in my current location, how long the transportation will be ofcourse cause i still have work and my day off were like for only one day. ughhh i was so decided to go and watch, i even searched on where can i buy tickets, "At Last! this is my chance!!!!" but the management wouldn't allow me to take other day offs. So, it's negative for me to go. :( So i was like supporting my Team again via watching at Twitch or Youtube.

So i just said to myself nexttime when they come back again here, But it didn't happen πŸ˜‚ how lucky i am.

before our last month in China, i got a good news! Wooooh! we're going to Kuala Lumpur! I will be singing also in a 5star hotel there πŸ‘ and i have a bonus where i saw on their website that they're gonna play at a Major in the same town! πŸ˜„ and i will be there by then! Woah! This is great! It just make me feel more excited!

The day has come. I have arrived in KL, Then i saw on my Newsfeed that their team had back out to the game. 😟 Oh that's sad. i thought i can finally see him even just on the big screen or even just from far awaaay. I also want to experience to watch live International Dota games. Well i guess it wasn't for me. I had the chaaaance! Anyway, i had moved on. HAHA i had been a fan of my Fave team for a long time. I'm not gonna stop being fan but i will give up my dream of seeing them or watching them playing live. Aftee 6months, yes! finally my contract is already done and i can go back to my hometown! oh how i missed my hometown. πŸ˜ŠπŸ’ƒ I'm home! My lifestyle are back to normal πŸ˜„ πŸ’• And i'm back with my family again. Weeee im so happy :) i took a long rest for about a month. And i celebrated my 24th birthday in my hometown with some friends and family. And i'm in the point where i should focus on my next move about my career. But one thing happened that changed my life again. I got a chance to go to different country again. My parents are against the plan ofcourse, but im so stubborn, cause i really want to explore as long as i am still capable, i know it is selfish somehow, but it's also for them. So i also happened to Pass an Audition at some Broadway Theatrical Group that roam around the world to perform. Little did i know, Taking this opportunity will change my world and will make my dream come true to meet my fave team! 😍🀩

But not as i expected. I just not meet them, i also had lots of memories with them. 😁 To be continued.

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