171 Moving Through Life. Chapter 181: When Life Gets Tough, Be Stronger

Some things that you do for some people is never good enough. I hate to tell you this, but that's just the way that it is.

They kiss you goodbye like you never existed in their mind.

I tell myself to write when I'm depressed.

I tell myself to write when I'm stressed.

Or when my life's in a mess, and I don't know how to fix it.

I sit on my bed and slip into a deep reverie, a dark memory which keeps me trapped in this cell.

I scream and yell: "Get me out of this Hell."

But no one's there, no one cares.

Not one hears the pain I'm bleeding, it's keeping me here.

I'm weary of contemplating these desecrating thoughts of things I can't control.

My mind wanders, it never withholds.

The useless hopes I once sowed.

Trust me, these thoughts get old.

I told myself to stop thinking, and hold onto life and never quit.

I sit down to commit myself to my goals ahead.

Shedding the bad thoughts from my head instead.

Life changes, its turning page never ceases; even when life's joys decrease.

They decease as time goes on, what you dream of slips away.

The people I thought who loved me, leave and hurry from me.

They hurt me, just to see me in pain.

What can I gain from this?

Let them go, as time goes on, I'll grow.

It will show who is genuine, and who isn't.

Do not bestow love and trust for those who do not return it.

I'm just moving through life on my own.

With or without them, I'm pursuing my goals.

Already conquered many, I know.

It just comes to show, that I don't need them anymore.