3 Chapter Three: Questions

I dare not lie, within me I spy discomfort. Why do I feel like this? Something amiss in me seizes hold. Now I find within the dark and mysterious parts of my mind, an area to which fear dines. It is rooted into my body: An apprehension of certain emotions shoots my brain. Why do relationships sometimes frighten me? Inside me, tightens the string of former disappointments. Not only those, but throws fear of presenting certain heartfelt emotions. Why? I am a woman of nineteen, a human being, feeling things that I as a person, should feel; Why is it that this reels reluctance? Something I ask myself much too often, perhaps a bad experience can soften the head. What a great and strange secret I am, not even I am aware of what key unlocks my darkest dungeon embarked.