1 Prelude to Madness

Morality

noun

principles concerning the distinction between right and wrong or good and bad behavior.

Dilemma

noun

a situation in which a difficult choice has to be made between two or more alternatives, especially equally undesirable ones.

Hello friend. My name is not important. Just know that I am one of you.

I'm not really a good writer so I'll keep this short, simple, and hopefully, interesting. First off, I would like to apologize to any reader if some text have grammatical errors and such since I'm not that good in writing in english.

Now let's begin. You may be wondering why I'm writing in this application (which is dedicated to webnovels) and not in other medium where it might be more appreciated.

The short answer; attention

Don't worry I'd rather not mention the long answer. Just as I said in the first paragraph, I will keep this short and simple. There's no need to make a thousand word essay just to say I need attention. There's no need to twist and spin words as if toying with the reader. I'm not that kind of writer, and maybe that's why I'm not a good one either.

Why do I need attention, you might ask. The answer for that is quite simple too. Because this is the only way others might hear my voice.

To be relevant, that's a wonderful thing.

Just so we're clear, I'm not doing this for money. No. I'm not even expecting to get paid by this app. I simply want people to hear what I want to say. My thoughts echo inside of me begging to be let out. To be shared.

Then why write? Why not verbally share my opinion?

The answer to that; I do not know. Maybe be cause I'm socially awkward. Maybe because I suck at talking or because I am simply not a social animal that society demands me to be.

I have no mouth and yet I must scream.

Thus, I began writing here. Where nobody knows who I am. Nobody will try to silence me nor judge me for voicing out my opinion.

You see my dear readers, Opinions are like dynamite. Once somebody lights the match, everything that surrounds it will explode sometimes for good, but most time for worse.

Now let's not dilly dally in cryptic words. If you are still reading after that boring introduction, then congratulations, you are a patient human and for giving your time to read this thank you.

You might be wondering, with all those boring introductions, what is this really about? Oh this is simply a story of a simple man riddled with madness. In short it's my story.

The things I will put here, they can pretty much happpen to all of us and if we are to switch places, I'm sure most of you would do the same things as I have done. Just to be clear though, we don't have the same situation nor have the same privileges and I do not promote violence.

Words can kill. Not fast, but rather slow. Gentle and slow, just how a life must be taken.

Now that's over with, I'd like to invite you to read the next chapter into my mind of madness. A word of warning though, this will be very much unpleasant to read and may contain things which may offend certain people. I'm not forcing you to read. If a web novel full of action and drama is what you expect then by all means skip this and read another web novel in this app.