Moonstruck in your melody

" What is love? " " What is it like? " " They said love is a sweet feeling that is the reason of smile and happiness." " But in my case,I find it different yet similar. They said I ain't born for love. I even heard them saying that I dont have a heart that would beat loudly with rhythm of love." " Is it really true? Dont I really have a heart? Am I really a machine that only knows how to function according to the command?" " But when I keep my palm on the left part of my chest, I feel the humming sound of my heart within a very low frequency barely audible. But I am told that I dont have a heart. Maybe this is my illusion." " Yes, this must be my illusion. I ain't born to love a human like others.I am born with loneliness. So,being in the dark alone must be my love as it gives me happiness." This story is about a girl with glasses who was tormented as bad luck since her childhood. Her name is Sia. She lives with her dad and stepmom, whom her dad married after the death of her mother. She has a sister named "Akira" too but not related by blood as she is the daughter of her stepmother and her previous husband whom she left for Sia's dad. But her granny who lives far from her place in a small hut like house always loved her more than anything. Even Sia loved her granny as she was her only family after the death of her mother. But as it is said even god envied her happiness. She lost her granny too when she was just 8. After that, none has ever seen her smile and happy. She always stay gloomy and lost on herself.She always stay with loneliness on her glasses with a cap on that never missed on her wherever she goes. Even though she is always on her shady and baggy clothes with a book on her hand, she wasn't considered as nerd. In reality, none dared to mess with her. In her childhood once she hit a bully mercilessly like a pshyco who used to bully and annoy her everytime.And her classmates avoids her as bad luck. That's why she was left alone without friends. But there was something unaccpeted by her fate. Her story starts when she starts to feel her heart beating for someone who was maybe bad for her. Her beliefs of heartless to herself got broken once a beautiful melody reached her heart. Maybe he was her light but there were possibilities of him being the reason of more darkness on her.