4 Luna

I kept trying and trying to move my body but I still can't move my whole body yet.

I've been waiting for hours to get help to someone but it seems like this big house is empty and no one is willing to check on me.

That man's eyes earlier scared me, It feels like I'm not very welcome here.

I waited for another hour for someone to come here but I failed. No one dared to go here, luckily the door is opened it is easier for me to get help and walk out.

I tried to move my body over and over but I just felt tired and slowly fading again

I tried to fight the sleepiness and get into my senses but I cannot do it. And I slowly fell asleep..

I slowly opened my eyes as I felt someone touching my cheeks warmly.

I opened my eyes and slowly gains conciousness, I saw a little kid touching my cheeks with his little warm hands and looking at me warmly straight in my eyes.

I can see him but I cannot open my eyes fully. I slowly moved my fingers and hands trying hard to get it to move..

After a while I heard someone walking.. I got scared and I knew that this will be my last chance.

I felt my heart rushing and I forced myself to move I finally got my hands move and I hurriedly held to the little boy's arms.

The little boy got scared and shouted

"AAAAAHHHH!!!! MOMMY!!!" The little boy shouted.

luckily his shout is loud enough so I heard people rushing to this room.

a maid came rushing to the room and saw me holding the boy's arm. but she is so slow to react she just froze there and did nothing

"Mommy boohoo I'm here!" The boy kept crying and held my hand

Next, I heard loud thudding as if someone is running towards the room.

"Lewis!!" The guy in the door shouted

She froze for a second and looked at me straight in the eyes.

I tried my best to speak but I felt my body is getting weaker and I feel sleepy again. all I can do is whisper

"Help." I whispered while looking desperately to the guy at the door.

I felt everything faded again I slowly lost the grip into the boy's arm and I was sent into the void again.

-After a few days-

I heard people fighting so I got awake again.

"No!! I want to see my mom!! maybe she will regain conciousness again if she sees me! I need to see my mom!" The little kid fights and tried to get inside.

"What are you working here for if you can't even control him? Take him to his room or ready to pack your things!" The cold man shouted to the maid who seems to be taking care at the little kid.

I suddenly felt something inside me aching and I can't stand seeing the kid trying to get his way inside just to see me

I ready my voice and shouted as hard as I can

" No! " I shouted but it was weaker than I expected, luckily they still heard me.

The maid and the guy froze while the boy came running at me.

" Mommy!! *sobs*" The boy cried and hugged me.

"It's alright. I'm here." I said and pat the boy's head.

I suddenly felt something familiar and I just can't stop to hold the little boy.

The maid called for the doctor and the nurses and doctors checked on me.

"Mr.Ashford, Mrs.Ashford just needs to rest and she might be fine again. Please just take a look at her and spend time with her so she can recover fast." The doctor said and left the room.

The little boy was asked to go to his room so now I'm all alone with a familiar stranger.

"How are you feeling?"He asked.

"W-Who are you?" I asked weakly.

"Y-You don't remember me?"The guys asked worriedly but his cold eyes is unchanging.

"Tell me who are you and that kid." -Me

"I am your husband, Lucas Ashford, That little kid is your son Lewis Ashford." The guy said plainly

suddenly his phone rang and he picked it up in front of me.

"No, tell them to cancel everything. Afterall, my good wife woke up." The cold guy said with sense of sarcasm in his voice.

he ended his call and walked towards me.

He looked at me coldly for a while his murderous gaze reminded me of Liam. It seems like I'm living a hell of a life again.

The heavens just won't give me a break.

After looking at me for a while he left the room without saying something.

Few days had passed the little boy always comes to me to accompany me until I was able to move all of my body again.

I hardly see the cold guy who have the murderous look, It seems like he is always busy with his work. luckily the little kid always kept me accompanied

"Mother, since you can walk again. Do you want to go to the garden with me?" The little boy asked with a sweet smile.

How can I say no?

"I'll go with you." I said with a smile and pinched his cheeks because he looks so cute.

He showed me the beautiful flowers and picked up some for me. I asked the maid to bring us some juice just so I can spend some time alone with the little kid and hopefully get some informations out of him.

When the maid left I looked at the little kid and he seemed nervous.

I didn't notice but words suddenly came out my mouth

"Why are you scared of me?" I asked.

The little kid was shocked and so am I.

I did not expect to say it.

"M-mommy.." He said nervously.

"Don't be scared I'm listening." I said warmly and pat his head.

He started crying and I do not know what to do.

"I-I I'm sorry mommy *cries*" The little kid cried and hugged me.

"It was because of me! If I did not lie to daddy you didn't have to get sick *cries continuously*" I was shocked and did not know how to react so I just froze and said nothing.

What the hell happened to Luna.

"I'm sorry mommy! *Cries out loud*" The little kid kept crying and crying but I really don't know how to comfort him and I panicked so I stopped patting him

Well, as the bad timing is always happening in my life. The cold guy Lucas came rushing to the little boy with his maid.

"Take Lewis to his room!" The guy shouted. the maid hurriedly picked up Lewis but he kept crying so I couldn't defend myself.

"Luna! Are you really going this far! You just woke up and you are already bullying your own son! I really can't believe you!" He shouted.

I felt shiver down my spine as I recall the nightmare I experienced..

He was just like Liam, Always blaming me before I can even say something.

I clenched my fist and bit my lower lips as the nightmares came rushing into my head.

I hear Liam's voice all over my head

"Selene, You're so ruthless!"

"Selene, I won't forgive you!"

I stood up as the memories of my past life kept rushing into my head.

I felt dizzy and everything is shaking. Liam's voice and his mom's voice kept rushing into my head. All I can hear is them now.

"Selene!" The ruthless voice of Liam haunted my brain

The guy in front of me is looking at me as if he thinks I'm crazy and he is disgusted at me. Just like how Liam looked at me.

"You pushed my mother. You will pay." I heard the echo to my head

"I-I It wasn't me!" I shouted as I couldn't take it anymore.

"It wasn't me!!" I shouted and shouted but Liam's voice kept echoing in my head

I can hear them laughing at me.

The guy in front of me tried to hold me but I dodge him and stepped backwards and I lost balanced.

Luckily he caught me.

"It wasn't me."I mumbled and I felt everything fade away before my eyes again.

Why does everything doesn't go well.. I just want to be happy.

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