5 October

This one is a little bit side tracked. I'm not going to talk about Saki, how cute she is and stuff, no. This time it's about my stupidity. Lana, a grade 7 student last year. Meaning right now she's grade 8. So someone who's older than me basically. She's pretty cute, I liked her last year before Erika. I'm stupid so I told her, and in a very stupid way.

"Lanna-Senpai?" (Senpai, someone older)

"Umm yah?"

"You're Lanna right?"

"No?"

"What.."

"Because it's Lana, not Lanna."

"Oh I see. Well I'd lik-"

I kinda don't wanna continue the conversation, I'll just explain what happened. I have a friend who likes her, and that friend is me. And she found out because I wanted her to, I gave her all the clues. And when she did I was like yup. That's pretty much it.

Why am I talking about her? Well her little brother 2 grades below me, Michael, said that she wanted to talk to me. And we did talk, and it was about her reading our previous messages, and she just wanted to talk about how I liked her because she got curious. And then I changed the topic.

"So.. Are we "friends"?" I asked her.

"Sure, just don't be fc" (feeling close)

"Umm, okay."

"..."

"Question, if we got closer would I have a chance?"

"Sure."

"Really?"

"Yup."

"Oh okay bye."

So... I don't know if she likes me but the good thing is I asked her the the day after we talked if what she meant by that, and she cleared the misunderstanding... And that's pretty much the only interesting that happened to me, and Saki?

We're still close, but we kinda got into a fight, like I accidentally broke her trust. But we're good now. She still hasn't said if she likes me but I feel like she does. And I think we're kinda getting a little bit too close up to the point where teachers will get suspicious.. So I might have to get a little bit of space.

2016, the year when I liked Lana.

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