1 1.Nevertheless

My breathing was unstable as I shoot my webbing building to building as the rain is pouring down on us "I'll get you; you piece of shit!" I yell, my voice booming loudly as Spider-Man looked behind his shoulder meeting my covered face, he turns around quickly moving faster throughout the air.

"Get a hold of yourself! That thing that has attached itself to you is just using you!" Spider-Man screamed.

"Did he just call me a thing?!" Venom spoke up for me, his voice booming loudly as the 'Hero' turns to the unknown voice coming from within me "I know that puny shit did not just call me a thing" Venom growled as he lunged us closer to Spider-Man.

My body changed immensely since the Symbiote and I became host and parasite, my body stayed the same height due to my request, however my strength changed dramatically, to barely being able to do a pull up to lifting an entire car over my head like it was nothing and being able to lunge myself almost an entire 2 story house with just a bit of momentum.

I begin to go higher up the buildings trying to aim for him, and as I shoot my web higher and higher I look down till I finally see him close below me, I let go of the web in my hand and let my body fall towards his, by just a centimeter I was able to grab ahold of his ankle pulling us both down on top of a small building. I groan lightly feeling the pain ever so slightly as I adjust my eyes to my surroundings seeing Spider-Man slowly getting up from the ground. Quickly I get up grabbing ahold of his shoulder before launching him up to the sky before shooting a web latching on his back before pulling him roughly to the ground once again causing the small puddle of water barely forming causing a splash.

I was annoyed at just chasing him so seeing him not even make an effort to lift his hand in my direction irked me.

"Fight" I growl looking at him as he hunches over in pain as I kick the side of waist hearing a crack due to my force. He shakes his head as I feel myself get more agitated by the second.

"Fight!" I yell before grabbing him by the front of his suit lifting him up above me as I raise my fist.

He didn't even flinch, he only looked at me in silence. Why? Why is he making this difficult?

"I'm not going to fight you" he shakes his head as I see blood exposed through his suit, my heart tightens knowing the sight of it brought some emotion to me, I shut my eyes shaking off the feeling from before.

"Don't be a coward and fight me" I tilt my head at him.

Again, he shakes his head grabbing onto my arms gripping onto them lightly. I know what he was trying to do, I know he's trying to manipulate me to feel sorry for him, I felt my heart falter until I felt a sharp pain to my heart "Don't get all soft on me now, just kill him already" Venom spoke as I groan in annoyance.

"No! Just shut up, he needs- he needs to fight" I hold onto my head.

"I'm-I'm not going to" Spider-Man spoke lightly "I'm not going to fight you" he whispered as he still gripped onto my arm.

"Ahh!" I yell and throw him on the ground "Fight!" I felt my eyes water, again he shakes his head till I finally felt venom take over our body as he began slamming my fist into Spider-Man's face repeatedly "You should punish him for what he did to you!" Venom yelled my lips moving on their own as tears ran down my cheeks, the mask covering my emotions. "Remember! Remember how I found you! You were all alone ready to end it all until I came around! Remember that remember how you were going to leave this world without getting back for what this so-called hero did to you! Don't falter! Not now and not ever!" Venom yelled.

I didn't deserve any of the pain I went through. The pain they probably felt when their precious 'Hero' didn't save them. No one deserved it and the bodies buried were all caused by him… by Spider-Man.

My best friend.

My fiancée.

The two people I only had left, and they died brutally in his hand.

Their blood on… his hands.

I hated him, he needed to pay for what he did, he wasn't the hero everyone saw him as and after this he won't be anything at all.

I suddenly felt myself take over again feeling my emotions take charge on the body below me as I felt myself swinging my fist at his face as he tried to grasp onto my arms desperately, whispering pleads that I barley heard, the pleads slowly turning into cries as he begs for me to stop. I felt the smallest curve at the corner of my lips as venom spoke in my head "see how good it feels to get revenge for what he did to you, to see him cry and bleed at your hands?" His voice was deep as I felt the claws of my nails rip through my fingers as I slowly let venom reveal my face to Spider-Man.

It feels good I will admit looking down at the amazing Spider-Man everyone adored, to see him so weak and unable to move just because he felt too "all mighty" to lift his hand towards me, for what reason I don't know. I look down at him as his suit is ripped up and covered with his blood, his hand clenching his heart as he cries softly under his mask, his entire body trembled with every breath I let out.

Being able to see him like this brought a soft smile to my lips.

Hopeless and beaten, just how I felt when everything went wrong with my life.

He moves his head up at me as I raise my arm ready to end it.

"Let's see the murder under this stupid mask" I smirk my slight fangs showing as the rain poured onto our bodies as the lightning struck close to us, my head hurting lightly at the loud sound as I reach my claw hands to his mask lifting it slightly as Spider-Man raised his hand slapping mine away.

"Just end it like this…" he spoke as he let out a heavy breath.

I scoff before a lightening hit once again "I showed you who I was, but it seemed like you've already known which makes me wonder if you know what this is all about?" I rest my hands on my waist as I tap my foot on the rooftop, the water underneath me making splashes.

He just nodded as I felt my heart clench "don't take pity on me, don't blame yourself now when you didn't even show sympathy when my fiancée died" I raised my voice and slam my foot to his chest as he chokes on his blood, I rolls my eyes. "Kill him and take off the mask after, you're wasting time" Venom mumbled as I shake my head "he needs show his pathetic face, it's cowardly of him to die behind his mask" I yell angrily.

"Please… just let me help, you won't survive that thing, it's eating you alive… please…" Spider-Man pleaded as he grabs onto my foot on his chest his fingertips gripping onto my calf, I kick his hands away before kneeling down scratching at his chest as he gasps for air at the sudden slice to his suit "no matter what you do, and… no matter what it it's telling you, don't listen to it, you're not like this, this isn't you it's making you like this…" he tried to speak as I scoff and let out a dry laugh.

"That's where you're wrong it isn't what's attached to me making me do these things" I look down at him "I chose to do them."

"He wasn't supposed to run to help me, and neither should she have" he raised his voice lightly as it cracked "what happened to you… what happened to us… I understand you more than that thing, I understand you… trust me… stop this and don't let it take control of you…"

"Us?! You will never understand what you did to me?!" I yelled before grabbing his head pulling it close to my face as I tried so desperately to hold my tears from leaving my eyes "You did this to me! You did it! If it wasn't for you, they would still be here! They will be here living out their lives with me! They would be breathing and be on this earth if you only stayed away from them! Who are you to say you understand me?!" I began to slam his head into the wall behind him "It was all Your fault! You don't deserve to die with your identity hidden!"

Full of rage and despair I didn't feel my body grab the top of his head as I ripped off his mask from his head.

And that's when everything didn't make sense.

I felt my heart stop.

I felt my breath hitch as my legs became wobbly seeing the sight in front of me.

A pair of brown eyes.

Brown eyes I've seen so many times before.

Ones I saw days before this encounter, ones I've seen at the funerals we've been together at, ones I relate to. Ones I can't believe are staring right back at me this very second.

He closes his eyes shut ashamed of my own as he lets out soft whimpers from his bloody mouth. My grip on him softened as I felt my body go limb as it crashes on the wet floor beneath me.

It couldn't be… it just couldn't be real.

I felt a weak hand grasp onto my own as I swat his away "don't…" I whispered.

"We wanted to tell-," but before he could even open his lips a loud noise sprung around us. The loud shrieking noise causes an immense pain around my body and my head as Venom and I yell out in pain, our bodies shake as I fall on the ground trying to cover my ears when I felt my body feeling pulled towards the noise. I quickly try my best to open my eyes as I try to nail my fingertips on the ground gripping myself to the building, the source pulling onto my body when I felt my hands become weak as my grip loosens before I can fall into the bright light hole in the middle of the air I felt a grasp onto my hand as I open my eyes seeing Peter trying to pull me closer to him as his other hand is gripped around his webbing around an air conditioning at the top of the building. He looked at me his eyes full of tears as his hand was holding onto mine so tightly and at that second, I knew, I knew that everyone knew of his identity except me I knew that in the end of all this heart break and pain we only had each other for all the pain he brought on us. "Keep holding on Victoria…" he yelled as I see my hand slipping from his, I felt the tears leave my eyes as I feel myself giving up. I've done wrong for the past year I murdered people, I ate them and wanted to kill my best friends love since she left this world, and as he tried so desperately to save me even though I almost killed him, I knew I couldn't stay, as I look at him as he yells in pain trying to keep us from being sucked into whatever was pulling us I knew I wasn't going to drag him wherever I was going.

And with that.

I let go.

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