3 Bonfire

Today O,H and I went to Os house and then we watched my teen romantic comedy snafu, it had my heart bursting with emotion as I was waiting for this final season for 6 years. I wish I could find my yukonoshta but I know that snafu raised my expectations of love too high and reality can't compare. After being drained emotionally and comprehending the void in my heart due to a chapter in my life closing the 3 of us went to Hs girlfriends house to sit around a bonfire and chat. We stayed at her house chatting for 2 hours and then went on to walk down the river side for another 3 hours. After our walk we made it home and realized we have 5 exams this week and are not prepared for any of them. After we had our crisis we decided tomorrow we're going to study and work all day to prepare. So I went to sleep at 2 am dreading tomorrow.

October, 19,2020