2 I Was Wrong

Today's my first day of high school and you might be thinking "huh your kinda brave to be going outside." No it's not bravery more like I'm forced to come out side as a constant reminder of how different I am than everyone else.

To be honest I would rather stay at home for the rest of my life making as less as human contact as possible. However we all can't get what we want now can we. I haven't even left my own home yet I want to go back to it.

Sometimes I really wish that I had magic so I didn't have to rely on others as much. Also it would be good to not have people constantly looking and whispering at you for being magic less. It also could help that those who look and whisper didn't have pity for me.

Oh and I should also tell you, people at my school don't know that my last name is Reeds because I felt it would sway how people treated me and I couldn't stand that. See this has happened before because I caught people saying not so nice thing behind my back because my family is very influential.

Though after awhile I had become numb to it all because it finally made me realize that I can't have any friends if I depended on my background. Plus it enabled me to see the world with a different perspective on how people would treat me if they don't know my last name.

I went along with this with confidence that "hey they couldn't and or wouldn't treat me so bad" and I also thought "how bad could they be."

I WAS WRONG!