4- Things won’t Work Out

Alexis's point of view

By the time I was awake , the members were all waiting patiently by my side . I just wish I would've died secretly instead of being rescued and embarrassed. It felt strange . Shawn saved me . I was so happy but why? I won't deny this feeling is love . Love is wonderful but it cannot compensate all the pain. I don't want to hurt him.

I planned my escape and another attempt at suicide. I stood by a train in the subway and right before I could have got hit , A guy saved me. A cold ,calm , cool guy . I decided to join his gang and became his girlfriend. They planned to take over Gotham. There was a lot of blood ... so wonderful!

I would often find Shawn in the city and feel ashamed and at some point we had to fight him . I don't know why but I tried saving him by putting him in a phantom jail . Later on , I went to see him . I gave him a kiss before he woke up and ran off.