12 Chapter:12- Hug.

(Mint POV )

If you have physical contact with a person, in the general, physiological sense, a hug is just a gesture where two people get close and wrap their arms around themselves. sometimes it's light sometimes it just too tight that you might feel like you get burst of that sense. there are various ways to describe a hug that all different types of hugs have different meanings. but nonetheless, the destination of hugs might different for diligent it works differently but there a common this all have the heat. the warm feelings and the gesture it gives us is the "feel good" kind of sense we receive and we all agree about that. I explain it in a wast way of my knowledge, it would be like, like this.

In an emotional and psychological sense. when we are in this case I specifically come in touch with someone I love, I feel the warmth more powerful than ever. like When I come nearer to my mother and we hug each other it feels like I have no worries in my life even I do I don't have to think about that at that particular time. my height is taller than her, probably I became big so I have to bow down and wrap her around my arms. I feel so satisfied and relaxed and nothing can harm me or damage me when I'm with her.

like, wise my dad.

When I get closer to my dad and hug him I feel loved and valued. He keeps sharing his life experiences and wisdom so I can apply in my life while hugging me, I now live in another city so whenever I visit him or he visits me, I don't miss any chance and stay close to him.

I do not have siblings but I am gifted with friends who don't hesitate to hug me and my hugging them doesn't make them embarrassed. Whenever I see my friends wherever I feel like I read a hug I hug them. unconditional. people mostly became shy by the idea of hugging other people like friends, even sometimes family. I don't know the reason, but the pretty sure, they might get adult so that came naturally. so as I was saying when I see my friends after a long time I probably have the sense to hug them cause it makes me feel very protected when I hug them.

when feels to say a lot about hugging how can I forget bout Jasmine, she is not a hugger and we usually don't hug each other. But when we do I feel I have someone to care about and I have to keep her protected, after all, she is my best friend I couldn't help.

when it comes to having physical contact with Martin. that hugging sense is more of a pure, holly something like that. wrapping his arms around me feels like a light touch of angels feathers, with a strong gesture of warmth fever comes to me. either it was proper or not explain

when I hug him this time, What I do is, I took the moment, to relax and sense his breath around my shoulders. he holds me, he just puts his arms around me .he rests his arms around my back and keep his head on my shoulder.

our chests gently bumped and pressed tight together we held each other tight, as our arms were right around each other even we didn't keep our heads over the chest, I can still feel the strong heartbeat of him and he can sense mine too. when that happens I do, hear his heartbeat getting stronger, so I put my arms around him much tighter than before.

he squeezed me so tight forcing his chest into my chest making them really bulge against each other, we held each other for a Good Time. I held him so tight against me and just thought that I was in heaven I had him Crushes his body against mine in a tight embrace with our large shoulder and body pressed against each other tight, wow it was amazing.

I don't want to let go of this warmth feelings. so, I let my body stay in this position for Like minutes. These minutes are like whatever distance we had, whatever fights, whatever worries we have, we had all is gone and I feel like we have become the heartbeat of each other.

I didn't even say a word while hugging him, by I feel like he has already aware of my feelings. I was utterly crying more and more to see him safe. and didn't let go. before I can conquer more. he speaks.

"Mint."

"Yes."

"Why is your heartbeat getting stronger?"

"a!!!!!!"

I didn't have a single word to explain that to him. I tried to pull myself back, but aren't able to do that. his hands weren't letting my body go.

"Is that what I feel it is?"

I know what he was trying to hint. and probably after listening to my heart. he wants to know about my feelings too. and it was too late for me. if I don't accept it now maybe I will regrate that latter. so I ask.

"do you feel the same way as I do?"

"What? what do mean?"

"These feeling, that I have for you. the heartbeat that you are sensing right now through my pulse. do you feel the warmth?"

"Hmm."

"do you feel these feelings which are coming from me, somehow felt you like it is not for a friend."

"I'm not sure, but if you do feel like this please elaborate that in more details."

I don't have a choice now Martin wants to get it clear now.

"I don't think you as a friend Martin. and I don't want to think you think me as a fellow friend too."

he was in my arms till now but as soon as he heared those, he let my arms go and instead of going away he was staring at my eyes straight forward. his eyes were telling me to confess. now.

"I like you, Martin. more than anything. these feeling that I have until now, finally get me to the point. that I really like you and I don't think I can go back as a friend of yours anymore. I know you might think this is so unexpected. but this is what I feel about you.

I'm sorry."

I, my, tears ran down from my eyes automatically. I was expecting him to get disappointed with me. but that thing that happens makes me feels more like a fool all the time.

"kiss."

that was so suddenly but I can feel the heat form that soft warm lips of his. pressing against mine. I do want to kiss him a lot but that was a short one for me to stop tearing down.

I looked and him. and he looked at me.