3 3. childhood memories

kook yawned, this professor was boring as hell. his monotone explainations made it very hard not to fall asleep asap. he looked outside and tilted his head. there was a group of students and one specific looked familiar. kook focused on the face, as the guy laught, he flinshed and felt like hit by lightning.

kook knew him! hastly he stood up to ran out, but his girlfriend pulled him back onto his seat. "what are u doing?" "i saw someone i knew from my childhood! i need to get out" they whispered. "but the lesson is important!" "u can tell me all about it later!" he stood up again and quietly left the classroom.

he ran fast out to the big court yard and searched for this person, but the group already left. "SHIT!"

kook dreamed vividly. memories, long lost and buried deep, came up again. he saw himself as a child and with it, his best friend. jimin. how much time they spent toghether!

* "whats wrong kook?" "look! i stole it from the store today!" the 11 year old boys giggled. a porn magazine was in their middle and astonished and ashamed they looked through it. jimin tried to make fun of it, as always when he was flustered or embarrassed. kook was more serious with it. he didnt feel shame, but still he had to giggle with jimins jokes.

they layed next to each other as always. jimin mostly stayed at kooks place on the weekends. kook thought long for a solution, he decided to ask jimin and nudged his arm. but to no avail. he slept like a stone.

kook sighed, he pulled the blanket off and scant jimins body. slowly and gentle he slid the pyjamas down, with curiousity he examined jimins dick, he spit into his hand and started to stroke the soft muscle. it didnt take too long and the former soft dick was hard and stood up in all his glory.

"its like mine" kook whispered. a bit dissapointed but also relieved, cause it wasnt something new to him. just another dick, like his. with more force he jerked his best friend off. jimin awoke and flinshed. "what are u doing?!" "was only curious" "about what? my dick?!" kook nodded.

"yeah. if its like mine" "u saw me naked before, of course its the same" "but not when its hard. its new to me" "i know. for me too" "does it feel good, when i rubb it?" jimin nodded. "better than with myself" "shall i continue?!" jimin nodded again. "whats with u? can i too?" "okay"

the first time was still imprinted in kooks brain. it was the first time jimin made him feel good. and it wouldnt be the last time. out of curiousity first, later from convenience, they started to jerk each other off when they wanted and were alone. they got used to it and it was like a handshake for them. *

years later and with puberty, girls came in sight. the jerking off got more rare, they had now better things to do. as they got 15 years old, both of them had their first girlfriends.

* "i have a girlfriend!" jimins cheeks were reddish from excitement. "i know. me too" jimin wiggled around. "come on! spill it out" kook was annoyed. "...its..just... did u two already...u know..." "had sex?" "anything" "real sex - no, but make out. why?" "can u explain what i have to do? please?!" kook thought about it and eventually nodded.

"what u wanna know?" "can ... u....uhm...show me?" kook was surprised. "okay..." he leaned in and for the first time ever the boys kissed. hesitantly jimin kissed back. after a while kook used his tongue. jimin tried to imitate him with everything.

kook pressed his body onto his, they were squeezed together. kooks hands trailed under jimins sweater and caressed his skin. jimin started to give moans out. this felt so nice! as kook, he also stuck his hands under kooks shirt. a bit harsh and clumsy, he hurt kook with tweaks. kook pulled away what made jimin whine. "more gently chim! specially with the nipples!" jimin nodded and tried again.

their bodies started to feel hot and they undressed each other. "lay down. u will play the girl. remember everything, u have to do it later too!" jimin eagerly nodded. "good, spread your legs" jimin looked worried and confused. "why?" "u wanna learn or not?" "o..okay" kook layed down in between the legs and tried to distract him with kisses, while his hips slowly and lightly moved in circles on jimins.

jimin flinshed a bit, but relaxed soon. kooks lips and tongue went from the mouth down the neck, down to the chest, the nipples, right and than left. kook took his time with them, what made jimin squirm and his dick hard with the endless thrusting hips.

moans escaped his mouth now more often. kook knew he was doing it right. he trailed down the chest to jimins nable and played with it. kooks hands removed jimins underwear.

suddenly he sat up. "wait...what are u doing?" "u wanna satisfy her so u can fuck or not?!" "yeah...but..." "relax and learn" jimin layed back but leaned onto his ellebows to watch kooks doing. his tongue now played with jimins hard length.

amazed and shockt he watched kooks mouth swallowing the whole dick and he sucked him good. jimin fell back on his back and couldnt grasped the new sensation he discovert right now. kook bobbed his head more and suddenly thrusted his finger into jimins unprepared hole. he jolt up. "what..." "lay down" "...but..." kook used a second finger and went faster in and out.

jimin reacted big. his hips snapt up deeper into kooks mouth and his moans became more louder. "sht! cover your mouth!" "cant...breath..." kook pulled up and pressed his mouth onto his, the fingers got faster. jimins whimpers made kook smirk. finally he came. heavy panting and moving still with his hips, jimin tried to grasp the whole situation. kook layed on his side.

"how did u like it?" "it...was soooo good...." "see, when u do that with your girl, she will let u inside in no time!" jimin nodded and noticed kooks tent. he pushed kook onto his back. "my turn, tell me if i do a good job!" he pulled kooks boxers down, threw it o the floor and sat on kooks thighs. "what do i first?" "touch me" "but u are so hard already. shouldnt i jerk u off first?"

kook shook his head. "no, u need to learn" jimin sighed and as kook before he kissed, sucked and bit lightly the skin down. kook closed his eyes and focused on jimins doing. he had to admit he was good at it, not even his own girlfriend made him feel so good. maybe it was cause he was so hard already? jimin arrived at the cock. hesitated he looked up and waited for orders. "do it like i did" "oh"

unfamiliar with this muscle in his mouth, jimin tried to find the right rythm and angle. "use your tongue more! take some lube, put it on two fingers and rubb my balls and hole" jimin followed the instructions. surprised and satisfied he listened kooks moans and hisses. to proof he did all right, he put more effort on the sucking and thrusting. kook arched his head up and watched his cock going in and out between jimins plush lips. it looked so hot, that kook could push the head of his friend down onto it.

he should swallow the hard muscle in all! licking over his lips, kook tried not to get too loud. as he felt his orgasm comming, he pressed jimins head down, so he had no time to get out of the way of kooks juice.

surprised jimin sat up and wiped his mouth. "sorry" "taste funny" "u too" "huh? u didnt swallow" "but i tasted it when we jerked each other" "eww...why?" "wanted to know if u taste diffrent from me" he shrugged the shoulders. "oh...okay?" "so, if u do like this, you ll get your fuck" "thanks kook" *

weeks went on without any other encounter like this. jimin still got frustrated. his girlfriend didnt wanted to do shit with him. all he learned was for nothing.

* "she is afraid and told me no" jimin was dissapointed and whined kooks ears full. annoyed kook bit into his sandwich. "what should i do then?" "help me! you did it already?!" kook nodded, but he didnt told him, that it wasnt good or satisfying for him. for her neither. it was quiet a desaster. "how should i help u?" "show and teach me" "jimin..." "please?!" jimin knew he won! kook sighed defeated. "this weekend" "yeahy!"

they watched porn. "like this?! that looks not really...healthy or comfortable" he tilted his head sharp to the side. kook looked amused at jimin. "yeah, its a bit...funny" by accident he looked at jimins crotch. "u are hard" jimin looked too. "uhmm...yeah..." after some silent moments jimin got up on his hands and knees and leaned close in. "will u show me now?" "jimin ... how far are u willing to go?" "how far do we need to go?" kook sighed and raised a brow. jimin understood. he took a deep breath.

"u first, than i try and it doesnt mean that we are gay! right?!" kook nodded. "bed?" "shouldnt i...what do we need to do...we are no women.. and..." jimin looked confused from his thoughts. kook got the dvd out, searched a bit and after he found what he was looking, put in the new dvd. "lets have a look. thats a threesome. nick gave it to me" they watched the new porn movie with two men and a woman and saw, what to do with a man. "we have to clean ourselfs first...but, kook?! wont that hurt?" "it hurts the girls first too" "true...okay, lets do it!"

kook squirted a lot of lube into his hand. "ready?" jimin nodded, but was nervous as hell. they started like the last time. kook made sure that he made jimin aroused and excited. his fingers prepared him better this time, he knew his cock would need more space to get in. jimin whimpered due to the pressure around his hole.

slowly kook shoved his cock in bit by bit. kook also had problems. jimin was too tight and he could come right away. huffing like jimin, he bit his lip and with a hard thrust pressed his whole length in. jimin complained with a moan. "careful!" "sorry. i stay still now. tell me when u want me to move" "okay" jimins voice crackt. he tried to get used to the overfilled feeling, he was horrified! how and why would girls ever like that kind of pain?

slowly kooks hips moved and after some slight pain, jimin started to feel itchy, hot and wet down there. the pressure became wanted and welcomed. jimin moved his hips with kooks rythm, only to go harder when kook hit a secret spot, none of them knew they had. kook had all hands full to handle the wild going jimin.

"calm down...what..." he panted. sweat ran down from both bodies. jimin arched his body, his legs wrapped tightly around kooks body and pressed him down on him and with that kook couldnt thrust anymore.

frustrated jimin growled at his best friend. "than sit on my lap and do it yourself!" jimin did and slowly glided down kooks cock. in secret kook could go ballistic. he had sex with his girlfriend, a few times now, but he never felt this way like he felt right now. this was diffrent.

it was better than anything he thought of what sex was. he could ram nonstop into jimin. he would like to see his cock going in and out, he would like to feel his hips crash into jimins juicy butt cheeks.

he would like to hear more of jimins sounds and more of their wet skinslapping. with the sudden need to hold onto something, kooks hands grabbed hard on jimins cheeks and enjoyed him riding onto his cock.

jimin tried to get kooks cock to his secret spot again and after some shifting, he finally found it again and focused on that. kooks body came up due to the feeling. "jimin....GOD!...." jimin was near, his hole sucked kook harshly in, the walls became tighter around, it became difficult to thrust in or out.

"jimin!....jimin..." all what kook got out. his and jimins highs washed over their bodys and minds. this was the first real sex for them. the other tries were failures!

overwhelmed from all they layed on their backs. "wow...is it like this?! thats amazing!" jimin smiled with red cheeks and stretched his body. kook didnt wanna destroy his mood, so he didnt told him the truth.

jimin made him crazy. jimin had the glorious idea to use the learned skills of licking and sucking on kooks hole. kook couldnt think or do anything anymore! the feeling of jimins tongue everywhere, on the front and on behind, inbetween and inside.

jimin on the other side enjoyed the lightly sour taste of kooks jewels. over the last few years he learned to kinda love the taste of kook. he smeard his fingers with a lot of lube and shoved two of them right in. and as jimin, kook needed time to get use to the new sensation.

but faster than his best friend, he got into mood for more. he heaved jimin up and turned on his belly. "do it now!" he comanded. jimin nodded and slowly pressed his dick in. "we didnt do it with condoms!" "we are healthy and i fucked with my girlfriend with one on. so dont worry. by the way neither of us can get pregnant!" kook smiled, but lost it fastly when jimin started to move. this really felt new and with time absolute fantastic!

despite this was his first time, jimin was a natural. kook never thought that it would feel so good as a bottom. in his mind, he wondered why it felt good and right with his best friend, but grotesc with his own girlfriend?! this feeling of relaxation and satisfaction after, let him sigh and stretched out in bed.

jimin still had his eyes closed and focused also on the aftermath. he glanced to kook and thought to himself how beautiful kook looked, body glistening from the sweat, first toned muscles looked more prominent with it, jimin had to gulp.

"thanks kookie" he whispered. "u okay?" jimin nodded slowly, he nuzzeld into kooks neck and fell asleep. kook needed more time. he watched jimin sleep, scant his body and rewined the things they did in his head. he gave jimin small kisses and held him tight.

things got kinda funny and weird between them. they still joked around, still went on dates with their girlfriends, but when they touched each other, sparks and butterflies were felt and made them wonder why.

after some weeks, they spent the weekend together again and went to the theater to watch a movie. jimin was restless, sitting next to him, he was like that since that night. jimin had to glance to kook from time to time, more so to his crotch. while the movie was going on and kook was focused on it, jimin looked at kooks hands, he thought of them how they touched him, he glanced to kooks chest and neck and thought of how the delicate skin tasted and felt on his tongue and lips. jimin sighed, he was horny.

slowly and without looking at kook, his hand creept to kooks thigh. gently caressed it. kook turned his head to him, but jimin refused to look back, but bit his underlip. kook smirked and shifted in his seat, which moved jimins hand right onto kooks crotch. with kooks own hand on his, they fondled the cock. jimins head snapt to kook and he saw him closing his eyes and enjoying the touches. with the light of the movie, kook looked damn sexy. thankfully they sat in the last row and there were just a few people and they were sitting in the front.

jimin whined quietly, his hand opend kooks jeans fastly, he pulled the armrest up to get more access and leand down. trembling he pulled kooks half hard cock out and immidiatly touched it with his tongue. soft sucking sounds resounded around them, as jimin kneeled down infront of him and sucked kook off.

kook held his eyes open to see if anybody would noticed them, which was hard to do. jimin was really good and very greedy. he sucked him in deep, what made kook wonder, if jimin wouldnt suffocate. but it felt so good again. jimin hummed against the hot cock and made kooks breathing harder with it.

kooks hips moved with jimins bobbing, he was so close. with a surpressed moan he came. satisfied with himself, jimin sat back on his seat again and smiled at his best friend. kook still panted fast and tried to calm down. his now poor soft cock was still out, hastly he stuffed it back into his jeans. without a word they watched the movie to the end, stood up and went to kooks car.

kook looked around and pushed jimin into the car door. "what the hell chim?! what was that?!" jimin looked like a deer into carlights, kook shook his head and clashed his lips onto jimins. he didnt gave jimin neither air nor time to grasp the situation.

aggressively kook grabbed jimins hair, pressed his body hard into his and thrusted his hips into jimins. they stood like this for a while. with a growl kook yanked his door open, pushed jimin in, walked fast to his and drove away from the parking lot. they, again, stayed silent.

kook turned into a quiet and dark forrest road, he killed the engine and unbuckelt his seatbelt. "get on the backseat!" he demandet. jimin gulped, but did as he was told. kook followed him. "get out of your clothes. i wont be gentle today!" jimin froze. "why?!" "its your fault! now get going!" he stript out of his pants and underwear too, got a condom out and rolled it on his cock. "are u hard again, or still?!" "again. since we got out of the theater" "wow....it must hurt by now!"

kook scoffed, pushed jimin with his belly down on the seat. with the support of his hand, kook rubbed his cock against jimins hole, he wanted to have it wet and slippery. "kookie...i..." jimin couldnt finish his sentence, he screamed out when kook rammed into him. right away kook went on an angry and aggressiv pace. jimin didnt know what hit him. he rolled his eyes and was loud. kook stabbed his favourite spot from the getgo.

satisfied and greedy kook thrusted faster, he needed jimin screaming, he wanted him louder than ever! it was an urge to hear him screaming out kooks name. "say my name jimin!" he hissed into jimins ear. "kook....JUNGKOOK!!!..." "yeah, like that!" jimins body spasmed and his hole clenched around the cock. kook gritted his teeth and kept on going until they both came violantly.

kook still layed on jimins back and tired to catch his breath. and again why was that so much more satisfying than with his girlfriend?! "let me breath!" "sorry" he heaved himself up and pulled out too. jimin whined and felt so empty now.

they sat next to each other. jimin watched kook getting rid of the condom. kook caught jimins look. "i didnt have lube with me" "oh...wasnt i wet enough?" "no, but i wasnt sure, i didnt want to hurt u" "thanks .. i think" they sat in silence again until jimin sighed. he licked his dry lips and scubbed closer.

"i have to confess...i..like this....us...i..i never have it like that with any of the girls" "girls?" "since my girlfriend or more ex never gave me a chance, i ...fucked around a bit?!" "so so" kook smirked. he leaned back, crossed his hands behind his head. "girls...but this was better?" "yeah...isnt that weird?"

kook pouted and shook his head. "i dont think so... and i dont care" he shrugged his shoulders. "dont u feel confused or ashamed?" "no, why? do u?" jimin sighed and looked out of the window. kook felt sorry and proped his chin up on jimins shoulder. his nose pressed into jimins neck.

"u smell so seductiv" "stop that kook. u make it worse" "what?!" "this...US!" jimin started to cry, kook was flustered. "sorry...jimin whats wrong? did i do something wrong? did i hurt u?" jimin shook his head and leaned back into kook, who held him tight.

"why is our sex the best and why is it unwholesome with the girls?! i cant understand!" "shshsh.... its all good!" "no, its not!" jimin pushed kook away and opend the door, got out, still butt naked and crossed his arms angry crying. kook only watched him, took a breath and knew that they had to talk. it was overdue. since their first time, they had to have the talk. this day opend his eyes, today, or better minutes ago, he found the answer to his questions.

he got out of his car and stept up his crying friend, who tried to avoid any physical contact whatsoever with him. "jimin come here!" "no, dont come near! i cant, kook! i..." "u like me" jimin stood confused still. "what? sure, you are my best friend." "no! u like - like me!" jimin sighed annoyed "what?" "like in love" jimin again looked wide eyed at him. "...huh? i am not gay, kook! neither are u!" "hm...and still we enjoyed fucking each other"

jimin took a deep breath and gave up. he branished with his hands, but didnt have any words anymore. kook leaned with crossed arms on his car and looked at his feet. "thats why it feels so good" he looked up "we surely love each other for a long time, but didnt aknowledge it, or didnt know" "i didnt know" "i didnt wanted it to be true" "what? u...huh? since when? me? really?!" jimin stood infront of him. he was surprised, shocked and relieved at the same time.

kook wiped the tears away from his face. "i dont know... maybe since ever?!" "but u never said a thing!" kook shrugged his shoulder and smiled midely. "i am a coward, chim" jimin nodded and leaned into kook, layed his face on kooks shoulder. kooks arms hugged him on their own. "so u love me?" "yeah i think so" "i think me too" jimin whispered. "i know u do. dont be scared, i will not hurt u, okay?" "what does that mean now.... this with us?" "that we are together now. i will break up with her. do u still wanna have girls?" kook smirked. "no not now" jimin shook his head. "okay" "does that mean that i am gay?" "dont get a headache. its not important now. just be my best friend and my lover" jimin giggled and wrapped his arms around kooks waist. kooks hands tangelt into jimins hair and pulled his head back to look him into his face. kook smiled and gently kissed him*

since that day, they were glued together. no girl had any chance anymore. on the outside nobody knew, but when they were alone they couldnt stop touching each other. the sex was still amazing and everything looked bright for them. after they admitted their feelings for one another, their relationship shifted only a bit.

* kook was surprised when he walked into his room and saw jimin there. "hey! why werent u in school today? i was worried" "sorry i had some appointments with all the docs u can have." jimin moaned out in annoyance. "why?" "just mom found out, that i missed some vaccinations and other tests, that she made the appointments all together on one day. ufffff" he rolled his eyes. kook grinned wide. "than u are healthy?!" "yeah all good!" "good" "can i stay tonight with u?" kook was surprised but happy.

normally he only slept over on the weekends, never on the weekdays. jimin was strict with that. "sure! i would like that" kook was confused. jimin wasnt himself today somehow. he cuddled a lot and was very clingy. always, always he needed skinship. "jimin? whats wrong?" "nothing" "u are acting weird!" "sorry, but the week was hard so far. should i go home?" kook immidiatly held him tighter. "no! stay!" this night jimin gave kook everthing. never was the sex that intense between them. it seems that jimin couldnt let kook go.

next morning jimin was gone. a letter was all he had left for kook. he had to move this day to another state, his father got a promotion. he hadnt got the heart to tell him in person.

"dear wonderful kookie,

u know i love u. i love u so much. i know this is selfish, cause i cant look u in the eyes and saying goodbye to u. i would break down and cry with no end. my dad got a promotion and my mom wont let him go alone, so she decided that week that we all will go. its far away from here, but i write the new adress down below. please dont be mad! i am so so sorry! i love u so much! please keep intouch with me! we can spent the holidays together! please, kookie dont hate me!

all my love, chimy" *

kook woke up after his dream of remembrance, drenched in sweat and tears on his face. he sat up and buried it into his hands. all these emotions he thought he already had forgotten, came out all together.

sad and desperate, horny and longing for the warmth of jimins body, his smell, his face with all the expressions and mostly his sweet smile. kook stood up and walked under the shower. he needed to clean his body, ease his mind and get his juice out.

kook stood together with his friends. it was a typical college party. suddenly he saw jimin across the room. he threw a "bye" to his friends and darted straight to him. he had trouble to see him in the crowd, he lost him from time to time. "shit....where is he...oh! jimin!" kook yelled, but thanks to the loud music he didnt hear him and walked further down the hall.

kook followed fastly. finally he was behind him and yanked his arm back. "jimin!" jimin turned and froze. "kookie??? is it u?" kook looked angry. with a huge smile jimin flew into kook and held him. "u are really here!" "what u think u are doing?" kook growled. jimin flinshed back. he looked confused. "why are U angry?!" kook scoffed, he grabbed jimins arm and pulled him with him down to the basement. he knew they would be alone there. he locked the door and shoved jimin down.

"what u mean with why i am angry?! u left me! u just left me a letter! jimin! a fucking letter!!!" "u never wrote or called me! i waited for months for u!" "what did u thought i supposed to do?! u just went away!" both had tears in their eyes. they starred at each other in anger, dissapointment and desperation.

"i never wanted to leave u, i swear. and i apologize again, that i didnt had the balls to tell u in person. i...i couldnt" he cried now. kook stood there and watched him. he was still pissed, but seeing him again, standing close to him again, hearing his voice again was too unresistable for him.

he took the last step and finally hugged him. feeling his warm body against his, made kook breathless. "god, i missed u so much" he mumbled near jimins ear. "i missed u too" jimin whispered back. "we need to talk... i know i hurt u and i am truly sorry, kookie" alone his voice would make everything okay again. kook pressed his lips onto his. "i still love u"