3 3. honey

life was unfair. seriously unfair!

joon sighed frustrated and rubbed his face. watching his slightly younger stepbrother licking the spoon full of honey and OF COURSE, his fingers, was too much. seeing this... scene every fucking morning, made joon frustrated. living together with their parents for 5 years now, not liking that new brother, that thorn in his shoes, that fucking seduce on two feet and probably knowing it. that tease. tho nobody knew that he, joon, had a liking on both genders. he didnt care if it was a threeleg or twoleg, if the person was right, he would like them. and then came jimin. his "little" brother. first he was just shy and not worth another look. but in the progress and puberty, the little sucker became pretty, got himself a nice body and .... sexy. and he just lived right next to his room. joon made sure, that they didnt spent time together. he made sure, they had their own friends group and that they didnt mingle. he wanted more than a wall between them.

he watched jimin going on dates with girls, having fun with his friends, getting drunk on parties, where they both went. in the end, he often had to take care of him and get him home, cause jimin was a bit attached to bottles. joon was concerned.

"oh joonie?" jimin stopped the licking of his fingers and looked up to joon. "what?" "claires party. u in?" "when?" "friday" joon looked up from the newspaper and scant his brothers face. "are u asking, cause u gonna be shitfaced again?" jimin looked shocked around and pressed his still honey covert finger to his lips. "shshshsh! the old people dont have to know!" joon grimaced, shook his head and focused on his paper again. "look... thank u for looking out for me. i promise, i wont ... get drunk okay?!" "by the way, why u never ask your "friends"?" jimin rolled his eyes. "cause u are reliable. i can count on u. my friends... u know them" "i dont" jimin sighed frustrated. "look... they like alcohol as much as i do. and ... i may do something very stupid, when drunk" joon crooked a brow. jimins cheeks heated up, he looked embarrassed. "i never asked u, if i ... was... inappropriat somehow, when u got my drunken ass home" "inappropriat?! how? and no, u just always starts singing some not so innocent songs" jimin laughed and almost lost his balance. "oh shit... thats embarrassing..." "i have a video, if u get on my nerves, i might post it on the schoolboard" "u wouldnt do that! namjoon!" joon grinned. "lol. lets hope u behave!.... what u mean with inapproriat?!" jimin rubbed his chin onto his shoulder and looked away. "lets say... i never did in your presence, so its okay. thank u again and please get me out, when i start to get clingy on the dancefloor with anyone. dont wanna get in trouble" joon chuckled. "hmmm... u are really... yeah"

friday rolled around and both boys looked for the perfect outfit. they drove seperatley to the party and lost the other in the crowed. joon had fun, he sticked to sodas and water, enjoyed watching his schoolfriends getting drunk and stupid. he looked around to see his stepbrother, but he wasnt anywhere. with a sigh, joon entered the garden and cursed. jimin sat there with the weedheads and inhaled deep. he was giggleling like a girl.

*great...just fucking great!* joon cursed to himself and walked back in the house.

hours later:

it was getting.... the kids were drunk or high, some found refuge in the bedrooms with willing partners, the dancefloor was a dance course for lambada and other sexy latin american dances... if u still could say "dance", mostly just dryhumping. there was little to nothing alcohol anymore. joon grinned, some of the kids will have a bad awakening in the morning. noticing with whom they hooked up. the weedheats had rampaged through the fridge and the cupboards. jimin was nowhere and joon was pissed. he grabbed one of the weeds and pulled him by his shirt to him. "wheres jimin at?" "whoooo?" "jimin" "oh... plushy... outside" "plushy?" the other grinned dirty. "u know? plush lips, asscheeks. he is quite handy with a dick, if u know what i mean! and those lips... oh imma hard... gonna look for him too" joon came out of his shock and sent the guy down on the floor with a nice hook. he stomped out, just to find his stepbrother deepthroating some guy in the garden. with lavahot anger, joon snatched the guy and threw him into the pool. jimin looked surprised with his dazed mind, mouth open, drooling, hodded eyes, red faced. joon cursed. not only because, jimin was drunk AND high, sucking someone off and of all a guy, but that he looked so damn sexy right now.

"come on" "noooo.... i wasnt done.... where is he?" jimin whined. "he had other things to do, lets go" "but...but... joon...." jimin suddenly snuggled his head right into joons crotch. joon flinshed and heaved his stepbrother up, over his shoulder and walked to his car.

after some minutes, jimin pressed his hand over his mouth and asked joon to drive to the side. as joon didnt want his precious car dirtied by jimins vomit, he fastly stopped the car and jumped out of the car to get jimin out. "here, spit into the bushes" suddenly he heard a giggle. joon was confused. "what?!" "lol... as if i ever needed to puke... u are too nice for your own good, joonie." "what shit is this?! if u dont need to, why..." jimins plush lips collided with his. tho jimin had to balance on his toes to reach joon.

joon froze for some seconds and backed his head away. "what the fuck, jimin?!" he sounded angry. "u think i never noticed your looks at me? how u always scan my mouth? my body or my butt? hm? i noticed." joon inhaled sharply. "or when i lick my fingers? why u think i do that?! huh?" he giggled again, held himself up by joons arms. "u should see your face! like u lick your underlip evertime.... oh joonie... if u had asked, i would have ...." joon had enough with the mocking and pressed his lips onto jimins harshly. he was pissed. jimin knew. he knew and mocked him. not with him. he would regret his words. and he gave him somekind the go, so he would show him.

jimins mind buzzed, joon restricted his intake of air, with his hard kisses, with his tongue. he was already mewling. joon moved them to the backdoors and after difficulties opened the door, pushed jimin in and layed onto him. "not comfortable" jimin mumbled. "looks like u had your share on the backseats already, huh?" jimin tilted his head. "are u angry with me?" joon nodded. "why tho?" "u mocked me. i dont like that" "just because u never aknoledged my secuding skills. u made me questioning myself, idiot" joon huffed a laugh out. his face showed amusement. "u tried to seduce me? u know, u could just say a word" jimin scoffed. "ey! i am a motherfucking sexy hot guy. why should i have to say something like "fuck me", when my bodylanguage surley told everything" "uh, jimin.... i am not used to... that" "u mean u are too dense for noticing? wow, how u ever scored any one night stands on your own?!" "hey! ... they just asked me, like normal people" "so if i asked u.. joon, lets have sex, u would jump me?" joon pursed his lips, thought about it and nodded. "yeah... yeah" jimin laughed. "wow... thats not really sexy. thats so sterile" "and your... doing was so much better?" "normally it works 100% everytime" "by the way, why u never told me u are into guys?" "i am not into guys.. i am into dicks, cocks, tails, u know" joon shook his head. "okay, into cocks, since when" "since forever" "your parents know?" "no" "okay" "u think i am a slut" "a little bit. u just sucked a guy in the open" jimin sighed and rubbed his face. "was horny. weed makes me horny and alcohol lowers my walls. he didnt taste good. thanks for getting me away from that guy" joon sighed deeply. "u will get stds if u continue like that" "what can i do... as i said, i like dicks" he grinned. "thats not funny, jimin. i am worried" "how about i only use your dick from now on?" joon huffed amused again. "u didnt see my dick" "i have. when u showered a few months ago. u jerked yourself off" "u spied on me?" "pffff, please" jimin waved wih his hand. "but i liked what i saw. u are pretty build there" "thanks, i guess?!..." "your parents know?" "i am bi and no, they dont" "we should be careful and dont wanna get caught by them" "i didnt say yes...yet" "let me change your mind" with that, jimins hand moved down on joons body, opened his jeans and pulled his monster out. jimin shuffled them around and started his tongue magic. joon only had the time to moan and groan. watching him, hearing the slurping sounds and feeling not only the mouth, tongue, throat, but also the vibration, when jimin started to moan on it, was almost too much for joon. "fuuuuck, you´re good!" jimin tried to smile and bobbed faster.

they drove home. joon didnt allow jimin to jerk his hard on off, so jimin whined the whole way back. joon only grinned. at home he pushed jimin fastly up to his bedroom, yanked the clothes off his body and shoved him onto the bed. joon was rock hard again. he wasnt genle with him. fingered him fast and hard, used a lot of lube and pushed in til he was all in. jimins sounds and shivering almost made him come right there. "fuck joon! be more gentle!" "we have time for that later. u wanted to try my dick, so i give it to u" "sure, but... oh fuck... faster, joonie....faster" "u know u can be loud tonight? parents arent here" "oh fuuuuuckkk" jimin loudly let out. joon smirked and geared up. he let all his frustrations, anger out on him. he wanted to show jimin, that he was all he will ever need for the future. no other dicks. just his. he worked him for the rest of the night.

exhausted and satisfied, joon looked at the knocked out jimin in his arms. he took a deep breath and smiled. the first light came into the room and gave jimin a nice glow. joon knew it was the right decission.

"everything hurts...need food" jimin mumbled. "dont wanna move" "u have to...i cant... u were brutal last night" "did u make up your mind?" "hm? oh... yeah" "and?" "i will stick with your dick. happy?" joon chuckled. "only with my dick?" "i like your tongue too and your mouth. u are almost as good as me in sucking" joon crooked a brow. "almost?!" "i mean, u are very, very good in eating my hole, but in dicksucking, i am way better" "pffff... if u say so" "u can always practice u know" jimin bursted out laughing. "u think, huh?! okay, let me practice" "now? i am sooo sore, joonie" "u right... lets have a shower, we are filthy and get something into our mouths... food, no dicks and after that... we will see" "great plan. are u gonna carry me?!"

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