Hello, you can call me Kira, Well my story is about how I met my crush.
Back on fourth grade, I was really imature although I thought I was super mature for my age. I had high confidence, I always reach top 10 in my class. Since 1st quarter up to 4th quarter.
I met him when I went to school early and the classrooms were locked, I saw him playing with his friends. I think they were playing tag. And I just thought to myself "he's cute" I NEVER thought of some guy being cute like NEVER. I was in 4th grade, I was crush-free and what I mean by that is I don't have crushes because my previous crush changed his personality, he has a dirty mind in a young age.
Anyways in 5th grade I had a beautifull best friend I loved her I don't know if it was as a friend or as a Crush because I was a bit lesbianš anyways. She left meš She changed schools, she was in Manila(Philippines) and I was in Subic(Philippines) it was along distance.
Because of losing her I cried a lot and I was not a cry baby back then. But I just noticed how sad my life was. I didn't have my mom with me because she was in a different location and I was with my dadš
We all know mothers are the best at consoling. My dad wasn't very consoling kind of person and I never showed him myself crying, I would cry at night when everyone is asleep or sometimes take a long time in the bathroom because I was crying.
It was hard keeping all of these sad things to myself which ALMOST gave me depression
but that didn't happen, I was so sad I didn't realize that I still have friends. I had Xandra and her best friend Gina, they became my close friends but not best friends I couldn't replace Rhia, that's my best friend's name
she became my friend, I sat beside her which means I'm almost next to my crush
So I gained friends
At 6th grade he was my classmate, no I'm not talking about brian
I meant that cute guy back in fourth grade
Turns out his name was Ashlee It sounded like a girl's name but it's a HE ok?
He was kind and cute and also weird, which made me kinda have a crush on him
Because I was WEIRD and I would never deny that fact
He became one of my friends since Shane is his close friend
Xandra also became his friend
Xandra was in drum and lyre and so was he back in 5th grade
So they kinda knew each other
I was not a secretive person due to my almost depression
I would tell my secrets about school though and not too personal stuff
I told shane And some of my classmates and this fact spread, I don't know if he knew but anyways I confessed and he was like "Ok" and blushed so I seriously thought he felt awkward which was true
We weren't friends in Facebook
So in our classroom group chat "Sunflower"
He was online and all of us classmates chatted until "Who are you @Ashlee ------" I asked because they told me his name was "Jay" which was his first name
"Who do you think I am?" He asked
"@Ashlee -------"
"Add Jay at first"
"Jay @Ashlee -----"
So Ashlee was his second name
I said on the group chat without thinking "You're cute"
How dumb am I back then?
Ok so on our class Christmas party. I gave him a gift and So is Shane, Xandra, Gina, and a few more friends
So on Valentine's day I did the same
He had this close friend which was a girl, and there would be some days that we wouldnt talk to each other. So I sincerely think he doesn't like me back
He had this close friend which was a girl, and there would be some days that we wouldnt talk to each other. So I sincerely think he doesn't like me back
I was really sad of this thought
It was kinda impossible for a cute guy to like a naive girl like me
I wore glasses and loose clothes, I felt like a nerd. Though I would never deny the fact that I'm pretty and full of my self
I always asked them "Why?" "Why do I have to be so pretty?"
But I'm really concious because I have some weight, I'm not super fat! But because of that fact I started wearing loose clothes and that made me feel like a nerd
I have a thick forehead so I had bangs but I let it grow so now my thick forehead is always exposed, and well I won't dare wear a ponytail at school
So he wouldn't like me
I said "I don't have a crush on him anymore to my friends" and it spreaded again
It was a lie
I still liked him and I confessed when it was the day to take our graduation pictures, he was going to a different School we only had 3 weeks before graduation
He said that.....well he liked me back
I almost died!
When we're about to graduate that's when he'll confess? We had 10months together at school and he decided to confess on the last month?
Well we were in the same neighborhood so I didn't mind it anymore until
He said he was gonna move to another house
My heart froze for 2seconds
And I felt hot liquid falling on my cheeks
I couldn't believe it. Well we have plans to meet up in the future... Well of course with Shane
So when I thought I would have a sad ending... I had a happy ending. So for those who think negatively, don't let it get to you