1 Chapter 1: Millie

Hi, my name is Millie, I have shoulder length brown hair and brown eyes, and I have a secret. A big secret. Only I know what it is. I have feelings for someone. Cool, right? No, not cool. There is one problem, it's a girl. Another problem, she's straight. An even BIGGER problem, she's my best friend. I've been friends with her for years. She's two years older than me. Her name... Is Sadie. She's beautiful. She's smart, kind, caring, thoughtful, and I don't know if I said this already but, beautiful. I hide my feelings. It's hard though. I see her all the time, and when I don't, we call, text, and face time. I love her laugh and her smile. It's very hard to be around her. At anytime I feel like I could kiss her. Whenever I'm close to her I want to kiss her so bad it hurts. I've found myself almost kissing her a couple times. I don't understand. I've always been straight, Even when I first met her. I've had a boyfriend, but now, I think boys are gross. It came out of nowhere. I was sitting on the couch next to Sadie, when I looked at her and she looked at me. At that moment, I felt a spark go off somewhere in my body. I wanted to kiss her, her eyes were sparkling, she was smiling and laughing. I just sat there, shocked. I never had feelings for her before, why now? Why do I all the sudden have feelings for her? I can't explain it. We are very close friends, so close in fact, that we dance together, hold hands, say I love you, and sometimes kiss each other on the cheek. Sadie has long, wavy red hair, big beautiful blue eyes, an amazing personality, and a gorgeous smile and laugh. Now that you understand my secret, time to show you my life.