9 Chapter 9;

I left her in the room fuming, I am so angry right now, I could punch anything, I took laps around the mansion before picking a fight with my punching bag in the gym, I punched and punched until I was all sweaty and dripping. Feeling a bit relaxed, I head out towards our room to shower. Opening my door, I met my Wife sitting quietly and spaced out, its 6pm Baby, I Mentioned, did you shower yet? coming out of her daze, she looked at me and said "I'm Sorry Dez, I was out of line, it won't happen again" then she ran into the bathroom choking on her sobs.

My heart sank bitterly, once again, I hurt her feelings. My baby is sad and I'm the cause, I creak open the bathroom door and there she was sitting in the bathtub, unloading a whole bottle of the body wash on herself, muttering to herself .... " I feel so dirty, how could you Eri, how can you feel like that and think that way, you were taught better than this Eri, how could you?". I rushed to her, collecting the bottle from her and hugging her to my sweaty body. I consoled her;

"You are a whole package, I say, you are free to feel and express yourself anytime, I'm not a tyrant babe, I'm just one guy who has loved you for a long time and is unwilling to hurt you again babe, Please forgive my lack of discretion, I'm truly sorry babe"

I opened the shower on us both and we bathed together wordlessly. My heart is sore and I beat myself up mentally for my angry reaction. I need to listen to her, I want to know what she meant by that statement and see where to go from there. I love her unconditionally, and whatever she wants from me is what she will get, but I wont hurt her again, never.