2 Chapter 2; Breaking Down The Wall

Racing to the packing lot, taking the stairs in fours, I enter my car and speed over the limit, My heart jumping as I spot her car in the driveway, I rush the stairs and open her door with force taking in a tempting scent, I reach for the switch to turn the light on, she is stark naked and smelling of sex.

Nessa

   I am on my bed naked, so I let him ravish me with his eyes. We've been married for 4 years and not once has he touched me, cancel that, he won't even speak to me, I've resigned myself to a life of solitude before coming to my senses and I decided to free myself from the shackles of a lonely marriage.

I repeat my question, why are you here Desmond? or should I say hubby? my eyes watering at the sound of that and I fight to keep my emotions in check. I have watered my pillow for 4 years, but not once did I let him or anyone see my weakness. I chose to marry him against all signals, it's my cross to carry. I struggle against the sheets to get up, but he is so fast that before I know what he is unto, He Pins my back against the head board and my tongue enter into his mouth almost instantly, opening my eyes wide, with my traitorous body responding to his touch. His palms cups my breast and fondle it while the second hand was busy parting my folds to create entry, four years, it's been four years and today I'm finally becoming a married woman. He drag me down the bed and lays me fitly on the bed, he raise my legs and lands them on his shoulders then bury his face between my legs to dig out my vaginal  with his tongue, I am angry and excited, too ecstatic to keep quiet and too angry to shout so I wrap my legs around his neck and I moan in pleasure. I lost my self in the moment as his tongue find my clit and flips it, he is licking and sucking, inserting one finger to fuck my  tight pussy, the pleasure doubled for me and while I'm still settling to accommodate the sliding in and out of one finger, he adds another finger stretching me and another. He fucking me hard with his three fingers, licking and sucking in succession, his other hand alternates between my tits, it feels like my eyes touching the back of my head and I come hard, this cumming was different from self pleasure, it was pure ecstacy, he drank me up cum for cum nothing dripping off as he cleaned me up with his tongue.

Desmond;

I'm sorry baby I choke amidst sobs, feeling regret and reproach, Weeping like a kid. She is the only one allowed to see me weak and balling, I hold her down tightly and kept repeating myself, I'm so sorry babe, I know you don't want to hear me speak or stand before you because I'm unworthy of your audience, and I know in thousands of years to come I cannot atone for my sin... She is now trembling under me, but please I continued, Let me start by Loving you and making you mine, I want to Love you baby, I want to show you how much value you add to me, I want you to be the first and the last thing I see everyday, I want to be your husband, and I want to wipe the traces of hurt I've left in your heart, Please forgive me for being a Jerk for four years, I hate myself right now, I can't believe I make you turn to self pleasure, Me! I shout as I beat my chest, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, I gave in to negative influence, got myself drugged and raped you barely a month to our wedding, and I've been an Idiot ever since..... She is wailing and jerking herself under me, she is struggling to throw me off, but I won't let go, I broke down the wall between us already and I'm not letting her go, I won't let the crumbled wall rise not anymore.