1 Closer To The Sea

For as long as I can remember I have always been close to the sea. Where ever I was it felt strange that someone was drawing me there, Trying to pull me under trying to make me let go. Sometimes its said that you have to learn the hard way to learn any way, I never had time to learn anyway.

People seem to hold on to things for a very long time until it drowns them and eats them alive with guilt and pain. I've been holding on for 10 years and I just didn't seem to let go but little did I know I was making the sea I drown in deeper and deeper until I never hit rock bottom. Just drowning in defeat for the rest of my 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖

I'm Lyla Sentories I'm 20 years old and this is a story about

MY LIFE or what I have left of it

Present day

Hoenge a very small town in the suburbs of Seoul, my home precisely. This town was quiet beautiful and full of festivals all this starts on a regular Saturday morning.

The sun is shining , the birds are singing, MY ALARM IS GOING OFF!!

" Aaahhhh what time is it I think I over slept " You think I'm one of those sobby teenagers like this

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(•ㅅ•) movie teenagers

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/ﾐ`ー―彡\ (•ㅅ•) me

but really I don't have any more tears to cry.

My mum died when I was 6 I have been living with my grandma ever since. My father.... wasn't even a father, more like a Leach or a parasite who abuses you and does it all in the name of ' love '

" Bye grandma make sure to eat something and if you need anything just call me "

" oh Deary I'm the one meant to take care of you " grandma said with that warm smile on her face .

" love you grandma ma "

" love you "

Ring ring ring

" God dam well another school day "

" fuck "