1 realizing Shawn Mendes

hi this is me the author in about January or so I realized I love Shawn Mendes now ik what your thinking but no it's not any regular fandom he is my hero for PTSD OCD and anxiety I'm gonna marry him hopefully... enough about me my story began in May I started having problems with my father not going into detail in November I went to church camp o my goodness it changed my life that's where I met my crush Walker he doesn't like me though so I'm meeting him in July 31 and if you want more rate or like this thank you... to Shawn Mendes I know he probably won't see this but Shawn Mendes u are so much to me you've made me smile for the first time in a while keep ur faith in God