.Since childhood I have learned about patience, it just takes years. So that this patience begins to grow in me, it's a shame that I can't hold back my tears. After dating my ex from middle school before entering college. I always prayed that this woman would be my soul mate, but instead she chose to break up with me. I couldn't do anything other than fight to win his heart again, but after contemplating in the room there started to be a little enthusiasm. Despite the truth, my heart is still a bit fragile. After walking through the Maliboro track. I saw a woman so beautiful, and her smile was so sweet. I couldn't deny that I started to have feelings for her, so I braked my motorbike close to the woman. Actually, what do I want to introduce you to? It's a shame that at first he smiled at me, but suddenly his friend moved away from me. Do they know what my past is like? Even if you know you should, you can't tell anyone. Hah... after getting back on my parked motorbike, I accidentally turned to look in the rearview mirror. Apparently, he was looking at me. At first, I was already beating very fast. I couldn't stop it, my heart started to like him. If, indeed, he is my true soul mate. I was so happy while living in the world including the presence of this woman.
Before I tell you about memories with a woman, when she was still living in Yogyakarta. Even though I know the condition of my heart is really fragile, I can't return it to the beginning again. Even though I really sincerely love her, this is a woman who has been hidden from those closest to her. Makes me even more confident that every partner will protect us from people who have evil intentions towards us!
Unfortunately, it wasn't long before I got bad news. He even told the woman's friends to search separately. So that we can cooperate with each other, but we are a little doubtful that the person who called just now is a good person. Surely he has something to tell us, but he just doesn't have the courage to speak directly.
However, in the end I couldn't bear the pain. Especially after seeing my partner's movements, it seemed like he was hiding something, but I didn't know. Repeatedly asking this question, they always answered incoherently. In fact, every time I visit I feel as if I still feel the memories, in my heart I really want to forget the memories with him.
Without it, the exception is that my feelings have faded. And chose to look for a new atmosphere, so that I could really recover from the confusion that I had been keeping to myself. There is no guarantee that every couple will be happy, they will definitely encounter quite serious problems.
Oh, yeah, almost forgot, my name is Fajar Nugroho, born in Bandung. I have lived in Yogyakarta for a long time. From elementary school until now, I don't hesitate if there are people from outside Java. Asking me to tell you which place is most suitable for contemplating, and so on. Even if I don't spend my life in Yogyakarta. Surely you have returned to your hometown now, but there are still obligations that need to be completed.
I don't know why while living here you feel comfortable? Even when returning home to Bandung. Surely this comfort will fade, and the anxiety will start to become a bit confusing to explain. One thing I need to tell you about a woman that no one knows about until now, except for my beloved friend, she is now studying in Malang.
"Dawn, how is the relationship okay?"
"As usual, he often fights, it's a shame he doesn't want to resolve it amicably."
"But, Fajar is still strong in facing his behavior like that."
"Still be strong,"
"Okay, if you want to talk, you can." said Fajar over the telephone.
"Okay, my best friend."
After ending the conversation with my best friend, it turned out that a voice sounded very similar to my girlfriend's. But, where did the sound come from? Is it true that he still communicates with his ex? Even though I already told him. Heh.... instead he gave a reason that didn't make sense, but his expression looked like he was anxious about being caught by me. Yes, never mind, I can't think anything strange just yet.
I have to stay positive while I'm not with my boyfriend, said the message I sent to him. Why, there's no reply yet. Is my boyfriend doing some unfinished work today? Hah... even though I already miss it, and miss very positive chats. I like him the most, he will definitely give me some advice.
"Fajar, we can have a positive chat sometime. It's exciting to know that, for example, you are willing to be in this place. Especially while drinking Cappucino coffee. Wow..., that's great,"
"Yeah, it's okay, I'm too lazy to stay at home for now."
"Well, just what day do you stick to your schedule? As long as it doesn't interfere with your work." said the woman while smiling at me.
"Hmmmm..... how about Saturday night?" Fajar asked with a sweet smile.
"Okay, okay, okay, but how will you explain it to your parents later?"
"If that's my business, you don't need to think about it. At least, my parents didn't get caught while hanging out with you."
"Siaappp, darling!" said the woman with a happy expression.
It feels tiring when he has PMS, his true behavior is still hidden within him, but he always refuses to tell me the truth. The result is that I am forced to find out the cause, because of what?
Heh... in the end, I thought badly of him. Even though my boyfriend just wanted to follow his request, even though it was uncomfortable, I felt relieved that he was still with me. However, I received information that he lied to me again. So, what information has been a hoax? Then, why do you have to do that to me?
If, for example, he wants to break up with me, fine. As long as you give a reasonable reason. Why do you feel bored when you're with me? Just be careful if, for example, the chat that has been conveyed does not match reality. I'm like this, yes, because I love you. My relationship must continue to the altar! That's been my dream all along.
Unfortunately, my opinion doesn't match my boyfriend's wishes. So we will try several times to achieve one goal, and hope that he still loves me. It's useless if you've been dating him for three years. Our affection is only for me, whereas my boyfriend has disappeared and doesn't want to continue the relationship.
However, after I thought about it without him knowing. I'm very aware that my boyfriend's attitude has changed, not that I want to find out. This is just a feeling that I have kept in my heart, but don't worry, none of your friends or mine know about this.
Even though I felt nervous and confused about explaining this matter at least, in the future I hoped there would be honesty from him. Don't let negative thoughts arise within you, especially about your ex's affairs. I often see him walking together in the palace, Yogyakarta. Even though you promised to accompany me on a trip together, why did you have to be with your ex?Chapter 01 Introduction to Dawn