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When a Young man is empty inside for decades but is ambitious, most of the time he will create a path for himself,is a man who not fear good or bad morality, who just is true with himself and his nature ,follow someone searching not only power for himself but also a life who is as great as his expectations. ( I’m really new in writing so please be understanding and let me know for any mistakes in the novel, English is not my native language. )
On Earth, September 20, 2036
My life was long and bland, I was nothing special, nothing remarkable, a ghost in the eyes of society.
My parents had average, stable, unpretentious jobs, but that was enough. They gave me all the love I needed, and that was all that mattered.
I was very sociable, but also very solitary, my values and my spirit always seemed to be on the fringe of those of others, I was either smarter or more mature, but without the confidence to assume it, it was complicated for me not to feel alone, even if I was surrounded by people.
So the more time passed, the more I accepted this solitude, agonizing and consoling myself with the situation, a bit like glass that breaks and repairs itself cyclically, because there's nothing more painful than solitude. It's the easy way out, because you can only be hurt by the people you care about.
I don't know if it was my will or my nature, but I was able to live with it, this way of life was familiar to me, so it was difficult to change, I watched my life go by, from childhood to adolescence, from adolescence to coming of age and then to independence, until I developed a passion for abstract reading, fantasy and the supernatural.
I spent several years like that, reading all kinds of books about the unimaginable, getting interested in what we call "fables", the non-existent, and it was during this period that a question came to mind, a "click" made me notice a problem: what do I want to do with my life? Nothing was coming to mind, I wasn't really enjoying myself, everything was fading away too fast.
It's common knowledge, after all, that nothing is immutable, that time provokes change, and change is eternal.
And then, as one idea led to another, I asked myself a question.
What's the most interesting thing in the world? Novelty!
What's even more exciting? Creating something new yourself!
What's the opposite of ephemeral? Eternity!
I who was bored with everything back then, I who am endowed with limitless ambition, I who wanted something eternal that the world itself cannot erase with time.
Something that would come naturally to me and drive my passion and motivation to burn like an unquenchable flame.
Something that would finally rid me of the emptiness I've always had.
That I've always tried to fill.
Something that I know will never flinch in the face of time itself.
Divinity
A divinity for whom time is not an enemy, but a powerful ally
A DIVINITY OF CHANGE!
That's my ambition, that's my path
